Control

[Hash (imported)]

Now that I've been officially castrated for over a month, I can tell you about something that I've been experiencing. It's control. I use a small amount of testosterone supplement, I purchase it from a "compounding pharmacy," with my doctors prescription. I can then control my sexuality, which I keep at a low level. This is something wonderful and I greatly appreciate it. I should have been castrated years ago, it would have saved me from a lot of self abuse. Kimmel stated that I have a lot of scar tissue on my scrotum and suggested that I consider having it removed. I am greatly considering it since my now empty sack seems useless. I really don't get any sexual feeling from it, so I probably will have it removed if I can come up with the funds.

On another note, I went to my female doctor who is from Pakistan to have the stitches removed two weeks after my castration and she was shocked that I had gotten my remaining testicle removed. I thought that being from Pakistan, she'd seen some eunuchs, but she was fascinated and the nurse was in awe. I didn't share much, I didn't even want to include Kimmel in the conversation. But she wants to see me again in a month, for what, I don't know. Hash