I came to Eunuch Archive seeking to better understand my castration fantasies

[Her eunuch (imported)]

I came to Eunuch Archive as a seeker, seeking perspectives, and insights, seeking to understand, sort out, and come to terms with a part of myself.

I am a straight, heterosexual man who has castration fantasies. I have fantasies in which I undergo surgical castration performed by a woman, castration that is forced on me by the woman who performs the castration surgery on me, and then she keeps me forever as her personal worshipful eunuch pet. I also have some fetishes that are part of my castration fantasies.

I'm seeking to understand why I have these fantasies and fetishes and what caused them. Why do I have these fantasies about myself undergoing castration performed by a woman? Why do I have the fetishes that go with these fantasies? What do they mean? What putpose do they serve? Etc. These are what I'm seeking here, and I needed a brief but intense jumpstart to my search.

Despite what some might of my thread "photos and videos of women castrating a pig," and some of my own posts on that thread, I am a very gentle, and careing person. I am also a great

lover of animals. I hate to see an animal harmed in any way, and I enjoy the love and companionship of animals. I think one reason we were given animals is to teach us to be kind, compassionate, and humane.

But I as I said, I came here seeking perspectives and insights that might help me with this search of myself. I am seeking to understand and sort out these questions. Why do I have these fantasies of being castrated by a woman or by women? Why do I have the fetishes that go with them? What do they mean? what purpose do they serve? Etc. I hope there is some purpose for my having these fantasies and fetishes, some higher purpose, some reason I was given this to deal with in my life.

If I have hurt, upset, or offended anyone in any way with any of this, I am very sorry, that was never my intention.

I also want to thank everyone here for their perspectives and insights on my castration fantasies and fetishes, and for the help they have given me on this search.

[Blaise (imported)]

to understand my eunuch status from lack of testoterone production. I endure a certain irony in that I got some aspects of what I fantasize. In the end, I'm not happy with the results!

I suspect our fantasies are fairly common. I don't know if the common theories apply.

[Leon (imported)]

Her eunuch, why do you fantasies about castration and female domination? I don't know, only you can know by exploring your desires. Here is one way of doing this:

STEP ONE: Write CASTRATION in the centre of a blank sheet of paper and draw a circle around it.

STEP TWO: Draw a short line from the circle and write the first word that comes into your head.

STEP THREE: Repeat STEP TWO until the circle is surrounded with associated words to CASTRATION.

STEP FOUR: The first word you wrote after CASTRATION, draw a line down from it and write the first word that comes into your head.

STEP FIVE: Repeat STEP FOUR with every other word you wrote around the circle.

STEP SIX: Repeat STEP FOUR with the words you have just written and keep on going until the page is full.

STEP SEVEN: Some words you wrote will seem obvious but others may surprise you. Pick a word from the page and repeat the exercise on a new sheet of paper with the word you picked in the centre of the page instead of CASTRATION.

STEP EIGHT: You will feel surprised and maybe even shocked by what you find. Do not worry, its all in your head. If you have any concerns, suicidal feelings or the need to castrate yourself, put down the knife and go see a professional counsellor.

All the best,

Leon

[Blaise (imported)]

Thanks. that's intriguing.

[Leon (imported)]

"Thanks. that's intriguing."

It is worth pointing out the technique is called Mind Mapping and was invented by Tony Buzan. He constructed it as tool for memory, but it is also effective for working out what and possibly why you feel a certain way by conceptualising it into words.

A man who pierced by foreskin taught me it. I have often found the mind map technique useful. If you desire to know more about it, Tony Buzan has written numerous books on the subject, but mostly from the perceptive of utilising it for educational purposes for example how to memorise a text book.

All the best,

Leon

[Andrew (imported)]

I also want to thank everyone here for their perspectives and insights on my castration fantasies and fetishes, and for the help they have given me on this search.

And I apologise for being unable to help, since I honestly do not think I ever had what most people think of as castration fantasies. I had an overactive libido, and decided to do something about it after an internet search turned up Dr. Spector.

[strassenbahn (imported)]

I came to Eunuch Archive as a seeker, seeking perspectives, and insights, seeking to understand, sort out, and come to terms with a part of myself.

I am a straight, heterosexual man who has castration fantasies. I have fantasies in which I undergo surgical castration performed by a woman, castration that is forced on me by the woman who performs the castration surgery on me, and then she keeps me forever as her personal worshipful eunuch pet. I also have some fetishes that are part of my castration fantasies.

I'm seeking to understand why I have these fantasies and fetishes and what caused them. Why do I have these fantasies about myself undergoing castration performed by a woman? Why do I have the fetishes that go with these fantasies? What do they mean? What putpose do they serve? Etc. These are what I'm seeking here, and I needed a brief but intense jumpstart to my search.

Despite what some might of my thread "photos and videos of women castrating a pig," and some of my own posts on that thread, I am a very gentle, and careing person. I am also a great

lover of animals. I hate to see an animal harmed in any way, and I enjoy the love and companionship of animals. I think one reason we were given animals is to teach us to be kind, compassionate, and humane.

But I as I said, I came here seeking perspectives and insights that might help me with this search of myself. I am seeking to understand and sort out these questions. Why do I have these fantasies of being castrated by a woman or by women? Why do I have the fetishes that go with them? What do they mean? what purpose do they serve? Etc. I hope there is some purpose for my having these fantasies and fetishes, some higher purpose, some reason I was given this to deal with in my life.

If I have hurt, upset, or offended anyone in any way with any of this, I am very sorry, that was never my intention.

I also want to thank everyone here for their perspectives and insights on my castration fantasies and fetishes, and for the help they have given me on this search.

As someone who fully shares your

fantasies of being castrated by a woman

-- actually, of having her perform a penectomy -- I suggest that no one really knows where such urges come from. The great thing about this site is that it allows its members to be supportive and non-judgmental about our urges, which though they are not "mainstream" are very much a part of themselves. Regards, Strassenbahn

[dragonrigger48 (imported)]

I came to Eunuch Archive as a seeker, seeking perspectives, and insights, seeking to understand, sort out, and come to terms with a part of myself.

I am a straight, heterosexual man who has castration fantasies. I have fantasies in which I undergo surgical castration performed by a woman, castration that is forced on me by the woman who performs the castration surgery on me, and then she keeps me forever as her personal worshipful eunuch pet. I also have some fetishes that are part of my castration fantasies.

I'm seeking to understand why I have these fantasies and fetishes and what caused them. Why do I have these fantasies about myself undergoing castration performed by a woman? Why do I have the fetishes that go with these fantasies? What do they mean? What putpose do they serve? Etc. These are what I'm seeking here, and I needed a brief but intense jumpstart to my search.

Despite what some might of my thread "photos and videos of women castrating a pig," and some of my own posts on that thread, I am a very gentle, and careing person. I am also a great

lover of animals. I hate to see an animal harmed in any way, and I enjoy the love and companionship of animals. I think one reason we were given animals is to teach us to be kind, compassionate, and humane.

But I as I said, I came here seeking perspectives and insights that might help me with this search of myself. I am seeking to understand and sort out these questions. Why do I have these fantasies of being castrated by a woman or by women? Why do I have the fetishes that go with them? What do they mean? what purpose do they serve? Etc. I hope there is some purpose for my having these fantasies and fetishes, some higher purpose, some reason I was given this to deal with in my life.

If I have hurt, upset, or offended anyone in any way with any of this, I am very sorry, that was never my intention.

I also want to thank everyone here for their perspectives and insights on my castration fantasies and fetishes, and for the help they have given me on this search.

1I am comptr stupid

2taken me 2 years to get this far.

3forced surg. cast. x young females.

4am very talented non-pro writer wanting to contribute but don't kno how.

5want to give$10.oo for 5months but need instructions

6have only (palm-treo)phone (no comptr)which makes it very hard.

7wish to talk in confidence to several real eunuchs & cutters for real facts.

8will start writing as soon as I can figger how to work this system. sooner if someone helps me.

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