Pregnant !

[vesal_mas (imported)]

Dear all,

I have something to share.

Long story short: I have a wicked relationship with my testicles. I now like who and what I am. But I have a long story of abuse, and three periods of chemical castration, two of them very short because of undesirable effects.

The first one (2006) was a revelation:

It has been a month now of testrun on androcur, mostly on 2x50 mg.

Last days quite a few things changed. Where to begin?

1. It's like the penis is becoming again just a peeing instrument. Yes, I can masturbate, but it's not that exciting anymore. I think gradually the feeling is becomming like it was prepubertal. I can imaging that at 10 years, even when someone would try to teach me how to masturbate it simply could not work. The 'special sensations' aren't there.

2. Climaxing: it's like someone else is climaxing.

3. Sperm: even after 3 days without ejaculation: there is not more than one good dribble. The odour is not that perpertating, but the colour is still whitish, in contrast to what I had read.

4. Testicles began to shrink. A lot more than I thought would be. I thought this would happen after at least 2-3 months.They both pass a padlock they could only pass if forced painfully after a long relaxing bath.

5. Emontionnaly: just great: Like I allready told before: There is a clarity in thoughts I never experienced before. My memory is better. I feel I can my do my work far more easily. (it's long and concentrated work, with many fine gestures.

6. that's something negative: I'm fysically lazy. I don't take stairs, but elevators...

Further update,

It's more than a week now I took the last pill of androcur. There is not much changing.

In fact I'm feeling great: Just like One would like to.

Still no morning erections. Just a peeing instrument. Fondling the penis is like fondling the nose or toe. Nothing special. When I persist, after one minute or so some life is comming back. I can masturbate with more effort than I used to. Sperm quantity is, I think, little more than some days ago. Testicular volume is still reduced (they both pass the padlock without harm).

I had a brief experience of a month on androcur during the month of october. Have to say it is a very, very powerful drug. Even now, my testicles are still a (very) little bit smaller.They also tend to hang higher in the scrotum. I do not masturbate every day like I did before, allthough I feel like before. The day before yesterday I have been very sexually active. Yesterday, there was nothing in me wanting some sexual excitement. This never happened to me before the androcur period. There is some input about this periode in the 'looking for androcur' topic.

Would like to do a second test period, but I will certainly wait some more time to recover completely. So, Yes, it is a very powerful drug !

It took about half a year to recover a bit and almost a year to recover completely. Very impressive test I found.

After that I repeated this twice. And unlike the other tests I did not like the side effects at all. It did not go good.

Now I took another 2 weeks of 2x50 mg. I felt lazy, had lots of fatigue, lack of initiative and so on. On the other side, I did not taken the drug long enough to kill my sexual hunger. It was not good.

Now, more than 5 years later i recovered completely. I recovered that good that I like to masturbate again every day, even more. That's not easy when living with a loving wife. It's very difficult to share this. I never did tell here.

And now ..... I' m so glad she is pregnant. We will have a daughter. So great.

Just wanted to share this in this amazingly friendly community.

Please do not go to fast when seeking castration or eunuchism. Give it a test. Or better give it some tests.

Take care.

Vesal.

[experiment (imported)]

Very interesting read about the effects and how quickly you experienced them. I have been considering a trial run but am still concerned about the lasting effects and the loss of energy and fatigue. I wonder if that is a common side effect to Androcur

[sparkey49 (imported)]

Those effects are effects of low T for sure at least for me!

[Rocket Number Nine (imported)]

Honestly I don't think it's specific to Androcur, but more to low testosterone in general. I used to take spironolactone and that made me much more lazy/weak feeling than Androcur does - due not to low testosterone but rather the fact that spironolactone just has that side effect. My body feels much better in general on Androcur, in comparison it basically has no noticeable side-effects, at least for me. I feel way more energetic now and less weak, granted I am still a noodle-armed weakling.