Urethral reroute revision

[Hash (imported)]

On June 6th I had a reroute revision performed by my new young female urologist here in New Jersey (near Bridgewater), about an hour from NYC. That's because my previous female urologist didn't do a permanent reroute so I was peeing from two places, both the reroute and from my penis. I told this new urologist that I liked sitting to pee and didn't ever want to urinate from my penis ever again. I also said I wanted it extra long. She said, "I can fix that!" and she did. Not a drop of urine has flowed out of my penis, I think that's because she cut out a section of the urethra. To sit and pee while holding your penis in your hand is kind of wild, but my penis is so small I can't hardly hold it. It's like an inch long soft. I can stretch it out to about 3 inches, but it just goes back too the one inch size very quickly. I put pictures on malebodymods.com soon after surgery, but now I'll have to put some additional pics on there to show how small I've gotten. I also haven't had an erection or hint of an erection and even if I try to get an erection, nothing. Maybe she cut a nerve.

I had discussed having my penis removed, but she hesitated and wanted to refer me to someone else which would require seeing a psychologist. So I opted for another plan, have the rest of my scrotum removed or most of it. She agreed to do that and did. However, she seemed very compassionate when I told her that I hated my penis and wanted it gone. She again said she couldn't do anything about that but she said I'd be happy with the results of my operation and I am. My penis is actually smaller now than it was before, as the swelling has gone down, so has my penis. Sometimes now it retreats/retracts inside of me so that I look like a nullo. I don't know what she did, I'll see her again tomorrow. Whether she'll divulge what she did completely to me, I'm not sure. But I like it. She's probably not 30 years old, tall, and pretty. Needless to say in the operating room none of this matters and after you're sedated, you don't see anything. However, before going under she made me repeat my birthday, discussed what she was going to do and after that I was out. I woke up what seemed like a minute later and wheeled to recovery.

All in all I am quite impressed with her. You'll get an erection quick if you meet her and she starts examining you, that's if you have testicles. However, if you want to get a reroute or even castrated, she's the one to do it. If you've damaged your penis or testicles and want something removed, you need to see her. She has done a lot of reroutes and she said some castrations. If your testicles are damaged, why not use her to get them removed? Contact me if you live close to Bridgewater N.J. But please, treat her with respect, don't be rude or nasty. She is kind and compassionate and I don't want her abused. Hash

[nullorchis (imported)]

Very glad things have progressed to your liking.

Also glad to know there are doctors out there who are proactive.

Very unglad I live on the West coast and will not be able to partake of her talents.

Such is life.

[Hash (imported)]

Interesting visit this morning. Dr. J came in an examined me and said everything looked good and was healing well. I said I was well pleased and then, without me saying anything she said, "I did some research about getting your penis removed and I think the best thing to do is go with a doctor who specializes in transgender surgery." I told her thanks and that I'm not sure what I want to do right now. She said, "I can get your address, get dressed and I'll get you his name." What's interesting is that she seemed more determined about this than I was at this time. I go back and forth with wanting to get my penis removed and had told her early on that that's what I preferred. Well she was persistent and suggested some doctor named: Boris V He practices here in NJ. I am just surprised that without mentioning getting my penis removed, she took the initiative. I'm not sure why but I'll see her next month. The reality is that now that I have a surgical reroute and pee sitting from down below, I could band my penis at any time and not worry about not urinating. It would be simple, no blood, and I've got a lot of strong pain meds left over, but today is not the day. Maybe tomorrow.

[C&TL2745 (imported)]

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without me saying anything she said, "I did some research about getting your penis removed and I think the best thing to do is go with a doctor who specializes in transgender surgery."....

Why do I get the feeling that she'd really like to see a guy with no penis for more than pure professional curiosity? I can relate to that.

Sandi

[boingboing (imported)]

The reality is that now that I have a surgical reroute and pee sitting from down below, I could band my penis at any time and not worry about not urinating. It would be simple, no blood, and I've got a lot of strong pain meds left over, but today is not the day. Maybe tomorrow.

The reality is that, reroute or no, the penis has a pretty huge blood supply. If you try to remove it by banding and throw a clot, you could be a dead person right quick. Infection is also not such a fun outcome. One way or another, penis removal will most likely land you in the hospital—far better for that to be under the knives of urologists and plastic surgeons than trauma docs and psychiatrists.

[Hash (imported)]

I do agree with what you're saying boingboing, but in my situation I think my penis would die rather quickly and since I don't have to worry about urinating, I wouldn't have to worry about my bladder exploding.

Sandi, I do think she's a tad compassionate about me wanting a penectomy and if she was older maybe, just maybe because I'm already castrated she might have consented. I don't think she's done a penectomy yet. I'm going to stick with her and continue to plead my case with her. We'll see what happens. Might take another year, but that's half the fun. During my next visit she'll probably ask me if I've contacted the transsexual surgeon she suggested. I will definitely tell her no, he looks like a Russian mobster with name to boot. But I'll also tell her that I'm tired of seeing doctors and surgeons and suggest to her that she's just as qualified to remove it as any other urologist. I'm also going to ask her if I get letters from two psychologists stating that I'm sane and that it will aid my psyche and satisfy my transgender needs to have my penis removed, would she do it?

[Skoptsy13 (imported)]

There are doctors out there now that will do castrations, it would be heaven sent if there could be one who would do a penectomy with reroute as well...

[Hash (imported)]

Yes Skoptsy, but then someone will regret it and hence sue the doctor and stop the process. That's one reason they won't do them and the other is it's supposed to be more difficult to do and more dangerous. Then there's the "hippocratic oath" which states essentially that a doctor should not do anything to harm a patient. Hope I've got that right, I know it's more involved than that.

As for me and my reroute revision, I now know the extent of what she did to me. She cut a hole big enough for me to stick my middle finger into and deep. I finally tested it. Actually she cut out at least by my estimation, at least a 1/2 inch section of my urethra, it gone. So there's no way that urine could make it up my penis, there's no channel anymore. So I'm castrated, had 90% of my scrotum removed, had a 1/2 section of my urethra removed so I must now sit to pee. Oh and my glans is split in half. I've only got one more thing to go, my penis. Someday that will be removed too. Someday:)

[C&TL2745 (imported)]

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Oh and my glans is split in half. I've only got one more thing to go, my penis. Someday that will be removed too. Someday:)

Just curious, Hash. You've split your glans yourself. Is splitting your glans that much less bloody than cutting it off yourself, maybe incrementally? As you know, I started to cut Tim's off, but we didn't get very far before that project was overcome by other events, so I have more than academic interest.

Sandi

[butterflyjack (imported)]

The head of my penis is split..I had a huge PA that, over time and heavy rings worked itself out, leaving my penis split..I can stick my pinky up my urethra...I have to sit to pee...otherwise it just dribbles down my leg or sprays all over the place.. I like it..Very femme and neat..I need to be castrated.Maybe later this year..A trip to Detroit...

I wonder how wifey will take it...The TG and CD things have taken their toll...We'll see...smooches Sandi, (Hash?) Jackie