Desperate and Depressed

[Dana Lane (imported)]

So, I went and ordered my Siterone well in advance of when I would need it. I know it takes a while to get it and today I had realized I didn't get it yet and it was way overdue. So I tracked the package down and found it had been delivered the 15th!!!! Our receptionist signed for it so it got to my department. But it didn't make it to my office. So, either someone accidentally picked it up or intentionally picked it up. In any event, I am close to being out of Siterone and am so depressed I can't stand it. I left work early.

I was contemplating stopping by a hardware store and getting a chisel.

I have 5 Siterone left and reordered a new batch and know it isn't going to be here for 2 weeks. So I have like 2.5 days left. I never drink during the day but am half lit on wine and drinking more thinking of a way to severe the cords to my testicles. I guess I am posting this because I would like to know what you all think would be the danger of using a rounded tipped or blunt tipped chisel and hammer to sever the cords to my testicles?

I am normally totally down to earth but this situation has made me feel desperate.

[IbPervert (imported)]

When ever you are full of panic and desperate the first thing is to calm yourself down. Humans can not think clearly when you get to worked up, and that is when you start making mistakes.

[Dana Lane (imported)]

When ever you are full of panic and desperate the first thing is to calm yourself down. Humans can not think clearly when you get to worked up, and that is when you start making mistakes.

I am having a hard time calming myself down because I feel there is no alternative. I will not allow my T to start climbing again.

I have plenty of Sandrena Gel. Can I overrun the T if I increase my dosage of it?

[IbPervert (imported)]

Sit down someplace that is quite...someplace where you wont be disturbed and take some deep breathes. You can also do other things like take a long walk, clean house or if your house is already clean you can come over and clean mine!

When you are panicked and desperate you can not hear your spirit guide in heaven! Your spirit guide is there to help you and will help you, but you have to be calm enough to hear him or her.

[vesal_mas (imported)]

Dana Lane,

Please, don't panick.

I can't imagine precisely your situation, but I remember it took literally weeks before my testosterone levels went up to significant levels, just after 4 weekls androcur.

I don't think there will be serious problems.

Hold On,

Vesal.

[fhunter]

So, I went and ordered my Siterone well in advance of when I would need it. I know it takes a while to get it and today I had realized I didn't get it yet and it was way overdue. So I tracked the package down and found it had been delivered the 15th!!!! Our receptionist signed for it so it got to my department. But it didn't make it to my office. So, either someone accidentally picked it up or intentionally picked it up. In any event, I am close to being out of Siterone and am so depressed I can't stand it. I left work early.

I was contemplating stopping by a hardware store and getting a chisel.

I have 5 Siterone left and reordered a new batch and know it isn't going to be here for 2 weeks. So I have like 2.5 days left. I never drink during the day but am half lit on wine and drinking more thinking of a way to severe the cords to my testicles. I guess I am posting this because I would like to know what you all think would be the danger of using a rounded tipped or blunt tipped chisel and hammer to sever the cords to my testicles?

I am normally totally down to earth but this situation has made me feel desperate.

First of all - don't panic.

It takes at least a week (may be more) for testosterone levels to return back up.

On the other hand...I was almost in almost the same situation, but panicked all the same :-\. But I skipped only two days back then.

Estrogen will probably slow down this process, but not much (I am not an expert here).

And using hammer - you want to cut the cords or to crush them? It is dangerous and painfull (I can attest - I tried using cross-peen hammer and metal block on the cord - and was unable to hit with needed force - it was too much pain).

Even if you succeed you risk internal bleeding and shock.

Please, try to calm down...

[Hash (imported)]

Desperation and depression have led many of us to do things that we regret. I fully understand, you need to take action, but not with a chisel. Go to the ER or get to your doctor and ask for something for depression. They might want you to give a history of yourself and that might not sit well with you, I don't know, but hopefully they'll give you something to take away the depression and calm you down. Please, pursue this path first! Perhaps if you tell them what you need they'll even give you some to last you.

[Dana Lane (imported)]

I don't believe it. I had ordered spiro before but decided not to take it and just came across the bottle. I totally forgot about it. I am saved. OMG.

Thank you for your comments and warnings and hugs.

[Uncle Flo (imported)]

Good news for you! I think you will be all right. Be well. --FLO--

[Dana Lane (imported)]

Good news for you! I think you will be all right. Be well. --FLO--

Thanks! It just got better. I just found a whole box (25 days worth) of siterone. What a nice end to a stressful day. Wow, it made me realize how much I truly do not want T in my body.