On January 12th, I recieved my 1st package of Androcur. To me, this is taking the 1st step on a journey that I have always dreamed about. I have always been driven by my male hormones through life. And i thought the only way out was through surgury. But after doing some long and deep search's I found the Eunuch message boards. By reading alot of the threads and posts, I can to the realization that there was another way. By the use of chemicals. Androcur to be exact. I have talked and chatted with many of you and came to the conclusion that Chemical Castration was the way for me. There are some drawbacks and side effects that I will have to deal with. But I have considered from all angles and decided to bite the bullit.

I started the 2 pill aday regeime that Monday and I am truly looking forward to my new life as a eunuch. Fuzzy britches and all. Thank you all for your help, time and comments. You have no idea what this truly means to me.

p/s: I have read in some Threads that others like myself keep journels of their 1st few months. I too intend to do so and in afew years look back on what my life was then and what it has become.

Thanks again Everyone!

PPS. You think I should change me screen name from Wannabe to something more appropriate

Welcome to the chemical eunuch club. It is the best way to try out castration. Yesterday was my start of the second year on androcur. I am a happy chem eunuch .

I know its only been afew days since I started the Androcur, and some people might think i am imagining it all ready. but i have this feeling of peacefulness. i no it sounds strange, but i do feel more calm now adays. and i am happy too. i cannot wait to take my next dose, to see what changes may come then. i no i am only a newbie at this. but this is what i feel inside. and i feel a pride, a pride of what i am becoming. this wasn't forced upon me, but a choice. my own choice. i wished i had come to this sooner. i wish that everything could speed up and have it ayear from now. but i must be patient. i can do this. i want to do this. i want to climb to the highest building and declare myself to others. i am just to happy right now.

WannabeEunuch (imported) wrote: Wed Jan 21, 2004 9:26 pm I know its only been afew days since I started the Androcur, and some people might think i am imagining it all ready. but i have this feeling of peacefulness. i no it sounds strange, but i do feel more calm now adays. and i am happy too. i cannot wait to take my next dose, to see what changes may come then. i no i am only a newbie at this. but this is what i feel inside. and i feel a pride, a pride of what i am becoming. this wasn't forced upon me, but a choice. my own choice. i wished i had come to this sooner. i wish that everything could speed up and have it ayear from now. but i must be patient. i can do this. i want to do this. i want to climb to the highest building and declare myself to others. i am just to happy right now.

I am only a week behind you. I received notice yeterday that my Andocur would be shipped within three days. I should start next week I hope. Do you have any negative side effects? You are taking 50mg. twice a day, right? Cheers.