Taking the 1st step on my journey

[WannabeEunuch (imported)]

On January 12th, I recieved my 1st package of Androcur. To me, this is taking the 1st step on a journey that I have always dreamed about. I have always been driven by my male hormones through life. And i thought the only way out was through surgury. But after doing some long and deep search's I found the Eunuch message boards. By reading alot of the threads and posts, I can to the realization that there was another way. By the use of chemicals. Androcur to be exact. I have talked and chatted with many of you and came to the conclusion that Chemical Castration was the way for me. There are some drawbacks and side effects that I will have to deal with. But I have considered from all angles and decided to bite the bullit.

I started the 2 pill aday regeime that Monday and I am truly looking forward to my new life as a eunuch. Fuzzy britches and all. Thank you all for your help, time and comments. You have no idea what this truly means to me.

p/s: I have read in some Threads that others like myself keep journels of their 1st few months. I too intend to do so and in afew years look back on what my life was then and what it has become.

Thanks again Everyone!

PPS. You think I should change me screen name from Wannabe to something more appropriate

[bobbie (imported)]

Welcome to the chemical eunuch club. It is the best way to try out castration. Yesterday was my start of the second year on androcur. I am a happy chem eunuch .

[WannabeEunuch (imported)]

I know its only been afew days since I started the Androcur, and some people might think i am imagining it all ready. but i have this feeling of peacefulness. i no it sounds strange, but i do feel more calm now adays. and i am happy too. i cannot wait to take my next dose, to see what changes may come then. i no i am only a newbie at this. but this is what i feel inside. and i feel a pride, a pride of what i am becoming. this wasn't forced upon me, but a choice. my own choice. i wished i had come to this sooner. i wish that everything could speed up and have it ayear from now. but i must be patient. i can do this. i want to do this. i want to climb to the highest building and declare myself to others. i am just to happy right now.

[Rushsite4 (imported)]

I know its only been afew days since I started the Androcur, and some people might think i am imagining it all ready. but i have this feeling of peacefulness. i no it sounds strange, but i do feel more calm now adays. and i am happy too. i cannot wait to take my next dose, to see what changes may come then. i no i am only a newbie at this. but this is what i feel inside. and i feel a pride, a pride of what i am becoming. this wasn't forced upon me, but a choice. my own choice. i wished i had come to this sooner. i wish that everything could speed up and have it ayear from now. but i must be patient. i can do this. i want to do this. i want to climb to the highest building and declare myself to others. i am just to happy right now.

I am only a week behind you. I received notice yeterday that my Andocur would be shipped within three days. I should start next week I hope. Do you have any negative side effects? You are taking 50mg. twice a day, right? Cheers.