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[kyennamo (imported)]

Hi all. id like share my experience so far and to hear some feedback as far as effects and timeline from some people about different methods of chemical castration and estrogen therapy. here is my story so far. im 30 yrs old. i had done a trial period of chemical castration (200mg spiro a day)and a little estrogen therapy( mostly premarin )for 8 or so months in my early 20s but had to stop for various reasons. had some nipple and breast development and pretty much arrested any early signs that i might be loosing my hair. after i discontinued i took propecia for years to prevent any hair loss but most things around my body returned to "normal" anyway, fast forward to 2 months ago. took my first shot of depo provera. from then on i took 200 mg of spiro a day (looked for drug interaction facts but couldnt find any) after 30days i was trying to decide if i should continue on spiro or dp. i am diabetic so i pee a lot but with the spiro it seemed to irrate my bladder and make me pee even more. also i know its winter but my lips and skin on my nose were always seeming dry. then i realized i was 8 lbs lighter than i had been 2 weeks ago without any extra diet and exercise. so i pretty much realized that i was just getting dehydrated from the dieuretic effects of the spiro and the constant need to pee was getting annoying. so now its gonna be strictly depo provera for a while. ( does anyone know if a shot of depo once a month and a little spiro each day like say 50 mg is safe) and as far as estrogen goes, since i started two months ago i take 2 2mg estrofem a day, a sandrena gel packet about 3 x a week and a shot of progynon depo about every 2 weeks ( i like to be well rounded ) now for the effects. i no longer need to masturbate and almost never get spontanious errections but i can get one while cuddling kissing and rubbing the wife. iv always has smoothe skin but now my skin is amazingly smoothe and extremely sensative all over, and i experience incredible new feelings when touched. as far as the chest goes my nipples have developed harder spots beneath them and are beginning to change. they are super sensative and can be painfull at times when they never were before. the most amazing part here, and this is especially want feedback, is my testicles are about half their original size. maybe even smaller. now over the past 12 years they have received their fair share of abuse. they have each taken at least a dozen 1cc everclear injections. at least 6 to 8 each in the last year alone. iv had my fun with elastrators. more than is safe. im talking 3 or 4 hour sessions. no exageration. i thought those big ol bastards were immortal. but they have shrunk so damn quickly in the past 2 months. i was excited as a school girl when i noticed this. has anyone else experienced such rapid shrinkage? id appreciate any comments about any of this.

thanks

k-mo