I will say that my orgasms are way more full body than they ever were before castration!

It was very strange, hard to explain. It felt good and relaxing. I didn't have the quick let down like usual. best of all never got hard.

Keep at it Michele, if you want it badly enough, you will get there!! It sounds like you are definitely getting there with your orgasms too. Its funny, I might be post op SRS, but with the testosterone I was taking, I am kinda in the same boat as you with learning how orgasms change with estrogen.

as I sit here thinking, I remember the many years I cross dressed and thought about becoming trans, and didn't do it. its been nearly 20 years but that strong urge is deffenitly back. I want to try for hrt, and thinking very hard about castration. I don't plan on marrying again unless it was with a woman who would embrace this and my transformation or possibly a man who would treat me as a female in all ways. I am ordering a couple new bras and breast forms. a dress with matching shoes. your thoughts please. michele