A few other notes. Erections started getting back, however, they aren´t that strong and spontaneous erections are still missing. My libido however, has gotten stronger than ever. Last night, for the first time in a year, got some cum out of my cock. My balls are getting bigger though, altough they didn´t got smaller than they were.

an update. T levels again at 1100. my last blood test were pretty perfect. if everything continues this way, I will have my castration by december 23. I still haven´t returned to normal, as spontaneous erections are present yet. however, I am becoming more and more horny. my testes are still shrunk.

Why do you want to be castrated, you seem to enjoy sex and arousal? Does being horny annnoy or irritate you?