I have kinda done what you are thinking about. I can present as a woman with the right makeup and clothes that show off my new curves but work as a man during the week with the right clothes that hide my curves. The only time I can go out is when i travel for work. I'd like to be Stevie all the time but already have a male life and am not willing to start over, I'm 45. Becareful where you go with this as i didn't plan on going as far as I have. I just wanted to slow down my libido and make my already sensitive nipples more so. I'm afraid I'm addicted to estrogen. I have to force myself to take breaks so I can get use equipment again. I did go from a time when I needed to cum three times a day to making love with my wife maybe once every two weeks. It's better and more fullfilling of both of us. Anyway my two cents.

oogie292 (imported) wrote: Wed Oct 20, 2010 6:55 pm So how can I do it?

I have a lot of gender dysphoria and I dont know if I should try to be male or female (I am biologically male)

So, I guess I am asking, if one wanted to be able to live somewhat inbetween. What should they do? I think I want to have some breast growth and feminization but not so much that I cant ever be represented as a male again. I think Id also like to stop my body from masculinizing too much. I am 18 so I dont know if I am through with puberty yet.

Could I please have anyone's thoughts and suggestions?

Oogie,

I have some idea about your feelings and desires. I do want to live as a male, but I do have a strong desire to be emasculated and have what's left of my manhood stripped away. That would have to be done to me and for me by a Woman where I would surrender my manhood to Her.

I also have some desires to have my inner girl come out to play, so to speak. Yet, I'm not interested in cross-dressing.

Transward has a good point. Since you live here in Mass., the place for you to plan on living would be Northampton. I'm sure you'd fit in being yourself.

Northamton is just about 15 miles north of me here in Springfield. Lovely city too!

Charlie

I think that I'm in about the same place. I wish I had started at a younger age. Tread slowly as the drugs can mess with your head a bit. After more than a year I am stable with what I take but want to go further as now I'm a bit older It takes more to change and become more feminine.

Go for it.