Oddly enough, sex has some similarities to alcohol.

One drink, occasionally is one thing.

A few drinks now and then, common.

Drinking in the morning, noon, night, binge drinking, eventually turns into an addiction, call it an obsession. There are different facilitators: beer, wine, gin, bourbon, vodka.

For others, their alcohol is sex with different facilitators: Self sex, sex with others, thoughts of sex, actual sex, fantasy sex, exposing one's self, etc.

In either case one must first admit to themselves, then to others, that a problem exists. Uncontrollable drinking and sex do tend to ruin the quality of life. Doing both even more so. Same goes for shoplifting, lying, and other activities.

Alcoholics are known to drink and drive, and get into vehicle accidents and kill people.

Sexaholics are known to rape, even kill. If a person is a pedophile sexaholic the consequences are socially and legally severe.

After fully accepting that there is a problem one must have a burning need and desire to mitigate (eliminate) the problem.

Then one must seek out qualified people to help, for these types of problems are not usually solved by ones self.

Then one must not doubt or question those who are trying to help, but one must fully commit to the process. Your messages harbor much questioning and doubt. These are not good indicators. You need people you trust and entrust yourself to them with no reservations.

If any portion of the process is not done odds of success diminish.

It won't be simple or quick. Once an alcoholic, always an alcoholic. Goal is to be a dry one. Same for sexaholics. Certainly drugs can help the process, but one must not surrender ones self to drugs alone. Personal control and responsibility are paramount.

I think about young girls alot when i masturbate and like i say i have exposed myself and masturbated infront of many girls, recent one was a friends daughter, and admit young girls do turn me on ive watched kiddie porn but i havnt told this to my therapist i have told her i have exposed myself to young girls but she doesnt know i actualy masturbate over them, i guess reason is i dont want to be classed a paedophile, but maybe that is what i am, but i have thought about talking to her about physical castration or my doctor, although she wants me taking ANDROCUR asap which i have been with my moms help, but should i admit i maybe into young girls or maybe im a paedo ?

Plus the idea of two women (therapist & Doctor) controlling me also turns me on and for them to take my sex drive away forever...

MaleVirgin (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 12, 2009 2:36 am I think about young girls alot when i masturbate and like i say i have exposed myself and masturbated infront of many girls, recent one was a friends daughter, and admit young girls do turn me on ive watched kiddie porn but i havnt told this to my therapist i have told her i have exposed myself to young girls but she doesnt know i actualy masturbate over them, i guess reason is i dont want to be classed a paedophile, but maybe that is what i am, but i have thought about talking to her about physical castration or my doctor, although she wants me taking ANDROCUR asap which i have been with my moms help, but should i admit i maybe into young girls or maybe im a paedo ?

Plus the idea of two women (therapist & Doctor) controlling me also turns me on and for them to take my sex drive away forever...

I don't see an answer to my question. Should I just piss of. If I offer any help, pissing of is not my style.

So maybe you are a paedo, why don't you give androcur a chance before you hurt yourself AND me more.

This moment, you are missing the power to fight that bad side of yours.

Maybe you should hide a moment for all the bad things, to find out what you are doing to your good side. Just for a moment, relax, the bad side will not understand, and not know how to hurt you more.

Please review your own introduction, take the bad parts at their ass and kick them out. You will find nothing left...........

Please tell us something about your good side, maybe tell us who and what you would like to be if you could finish your problems

loveUall

Jean

Well ive been taking Androcur with my moms help for nearly a week now, and must admit id rather not, but i guess i cant exposing myself and masturbate to young girls either else i will be arrested, so my mom is taking control of my medication, and makes me take on in the morning and makes sure by checking my mouth and the same at night, she also knows that i dont want to take them as i enjoy

MaleVirgin (imported) wrote: Thu Apr 09, 2009 5:50 am exposing myself and masturbating,

but she says i dont have a choice its either mom controls my medication or the doctor she takes control were it can be done forcefully, mom knows about the side effects of the drug as well as feminiztion will happen, but my mom doesnt seem to care about the side effects and she says she would rather me be feminized then be arrested and classed as a PAEDOPHILE. and if other side effects are shrinkage of the penis and balls she also agrees with it, end of the day she says my doctor as put my on chemical castration for a reason as im exposing and masturbating infront of young girls, and if it means my sex drive needs to be removed for good then it as to be done, then if i can no longer get a hard on, masturbate and cum then i cant exposing and terrfy some young girl anymore, and if i have to take female hormones and become feminized again its goto be done.

But what i want to know is today (monday) i was really hot and mom said i was having a hot flush that women have and she said the medication is startin to feminize me, can i really get a hot flush having just took the medication for a week now ?

thanks

Ps Is it wrong of me that i get slightly turned on by two women forcing me to take this drug !

M.Virgin,

Why, if you posted here, did you waste my "Monitor Ink" by PM-ing the ENTIRE thing to me? Not wishing to be a bitch, please understand, but I neither need nor appreciate "Private Showings". OK?

No, you did not violate any forum rules, be assured, nor am I lodging any complaint for none is justified. It's just that I don't need duplications.

Add to that my total DISinterest in chemical castration and, well, you get the idea, I'm certain.

I will reiterate the advice I gave you in response to your PM version...GET HELP before you further damage minors and wind up in prison.

Be strong and resist temptation!

Yolanda

FianceeUvBigGuy (imported) wrote: Tue Apr 14, 2009 7:17 am M.Virgin,

Why, if you posted here, did you waste my "Monitor Ink" by PM-ing the ENTIRE thing to me? Not wishing to be a bitch, please understand, but I neither need nor appreciate "Private Showings". OK?

No, you did not violate any forum rules, be assured, nor am I lodging any complaint for none is justified. It's just that I don't need duplications.

Add to that my total DISinterest in chemical castration and, well, you get the idea, I'm certain.

I will reiterate the advice I gave you in response to your PM version...GET HELP before you further damage minors and wind up in prison.

Be strong and resist temptation!

Yolanda

Sorry Yolanda, i didnt mean anythink by it, i just wanted a womans point of view to see if u agree with my current therapist, doctor and mother that i need to be chemicaly castrated but doctor she as mentioned possibly being physically castrated, anyway didnt mean to upset you and that goes for anyone else, just cant stop doing what i am now its being done for me were my own mom as took over my medication to make sure i take it and my sex drive is killed off.

Thx

You need to be Truthful with your therapist. In most states it's considered privileged communication. But have a lawyer check it out as a lay therapist may not be covered.

You need to be Truthful

What do you mean i need to be truthfull with her ?

_g (imported) wrote: Tue Apr 14, 2009 10:28 am You need to be Truthful with your therapist. In most states it's considered privileged communication. But have a lawyer check it out as a lay therapist may not be covered.

I don't know about how it is everywhere but in most U.S. states therapists are mandatory reporters of illegal acts concerning minors. --FLO--

Virg,

don't be afraid of castration.

I was chemically castrated (Androcur) for 5 years and actually liked it. It freed me from constantly thinking about sex and wanting to act inappropriately. I've been off now for a year and a half to avoid drug interaction while I am treated for another medical problem, but I look forward to going back on Andocur, soon.

You said you are taking two tablets, one in the morning and one at night? If they are 50 mg tablets that is the right dose to start with. I started with half a tablet twice a day and after a week didn't feel any different. Then I read the instructions to start with two a day. I first noticed a difference after three weeks, but it might have taken effect earlier. I just didn't notice. Funny how it works. You don't notice it's working because you don't think about thinking about it.

Being castrated is really not bad; as I said, I liked it. You know how, if you masturbate a couple of times, afterwards you feel really good - completely relaxed -and you don't feel the need to masturbate for a while. Well, if you are castrated you feel that way all of the time. When you masturbate, do you say, "No, I don't want to do this, because then I won't feel horny again for a while"? Of course you don't. What you really want is that post-ejaculation feeling of calm. Well, castration gives you that feeling, only it's a lot less work and the horniness never comes back. Think of castration as a permanent orgasm.

I don't know how soon hot flashes should start, because I never got them.

As for surgical castration, after experiencing chemical castration and liking the effects, I would not mind it, but you might not feel the same way. It would be good to try chem cast first. You also have to consider that, in the future, you will have contact with other doctors who will find out you are castrated. How are you going to feel about explaining your being castrated to them? It will probably be a bit embarrassing.