Am I lucky or just determined????

[Scottie0007 (imported)]

Well it's kinda quiet here for now and I had a thought about being a Eunuch. Even after all the hell I went through you have to admit that I must have wanted the castration very much. I even did it in a way that looked like a medical necesity and as it turnned out it became just that. Now Im a very curious type of guy and I want to ask a question. My pappy used to say... If you want something bad enough you will figure a way to get it. I find in my life that this is pretty true. It plays out this way most of the time. If I am determined and focused it seems to get done. So Im asking myself, (not being self rightsous) I ask myself if the wanna bes really wanna be then why not? For some it's money,for me Id just save save save. For others it's thier misunderstanding wives. With me she got rid of me and I got rid of her and found someone who woulnd't stand in my way. If your afraid of permanance then use chemical castration. I did that for 2 years before my experimental injections. If it's play then just play and have your fantasy, thats fun too. If you really want it though then figure a way to go for it. Im in a major city and after i figured out a way to kill my testicles . Then the docs felt that they had to be removed for my health. You just need to use a bit of shacainary manipulation, a few fibs and your doc will willingly help you. I also found a few vets in my area that would do it for me too. Again be determined, don't worry about what others think or feel if you really want it. Remember it is you who suffer with those nasty bits. It is fantastic to be a eunuch even with all the adjustments. I am so much calmer and happier now and Im not a pussy hound looking at every female that moves. That is a pleasure. On top of that I still can get an erction if Mistress wants. I can also get a bigger one with the help of Viagra. You may ask if it's all worth it and all I can say is GO FOR IT! Yes it is worth it and Im in love with the world and becomming at peace once again. By the by.... today had my cardiac physical and my heart is doing better than ever, and my blood preassure is down and all my cholesterol and stuff are at 158. So Im so very pleased with my life and my health. Have a safe Holiday, sincerely, Scottie ps. If you have any questions on how to get this accomplished in your life.... and are serious about it then message me here and we can talk or write.

[Andrew (imported)]

You had me worried a few times there.