up date

[kennath7 (imported)]

Today at 17:00 I made arrangements with dr. kimmel to remove what’s left of my nuts and I am planning to get sack done as well I am happy in side knowing that I am doing the right thing that is having a person that knows what they are doing in stead of continuing to try it my self I am lucky I am not dead from all the stupid things I have done to my self for some reason I feel so alone right now

That’s why I decided to give an up date to my friends here at the E.A. When I come here I come here to be with my friends even though I do not know each personally I care about each one of you as though you were my best friends

My target date is hopefully January ish hopefully ill know moor when I talk to my boss to get some vacation days off

thanks for being there for me I hope too be there for you in your need

kennath7

[DonFL (imported)]

good luck, please spend the time till the procedure reflecting on the changes it will bring and the fact it is irreversible. Dr Kimmel is going to talk to you for several hours, listen to him, think about it, and then decide about your level of commitment. What substance did you use? Certain ones have a 50% recovery within 6 months to a year, i have researched them all as a ex-organic pharmacological chem student.

[Danya (imported)]

Kennath,

I can definitely relate to feeling very alone. I hope you will continue to share with us here on the archive. There really are a lot of caring, good people here. They've helped me a lot through some trying emotional times. You're in my thoughts and I wish you the best.

-todd

[kennath7 (imported)]

Donfl

I don’t know if it would be wise to say what substance I would not want any one else to try it, it was VERY PAINFUL and expensive

It was probably the most stupidest thing I ever done

Left nut is the size of a pea, right is somewhere between a almond and a lima bean

I did this 3 Aug 07 even though I did not enjoy the process or would I ever repeat it

I like the outcome I know being a eunuch is what I want it just took me this long to realize that it is not safe or wise to remove them my self I have been very lucky as dr. kimmel put it that iam not dead through out my life I have been to the E.R. 11 times

Starting at age 15

Any way that’s why iam going to dr.kimmel to get done right and prevent me from possibly . lethally injuring my self

[kennath7 (imported)]

thanks todd

[DonFL (imported)]

kennath, i know EXACTLY where your coming (check early in my post history) from and I think i know which one your talking about, or at least a small selection. People should know these chemicals can also fsck the prostate if overdosed in addition to the testicles leaving one unable to control even urine flow, and when dosing is done professionally and still gets screwed up. This is why none of them ever gained popularity in veterinary or human use.

What you just stated about being put in the ER 11 times doing stuff, i have to say wholeheartedly, go see him and get it done professionally before you harm yourself, please, I dont want to see any more harm come to you. Ive had several enjoyable conversations with Dr Kimmel, and while he didn't do me, i have no doubts about his abilities. I wish there were more resources like him in our country, and i worry what will happen with his passing when it eventually comes.

The chemicals that were on the market for this go into the cord, you might want to ask Dr Kimmel to remove as much cord as possible to be safe from eventual side effects of it being in your body still. We dont even use these on dogs much less people anymore, and as you found out, they are anything but painless as the ex license holders for them claimed.