as with many of us who have gone though this journey, the process feels like a rebirth. I am not the person i was anymore, miserable and on chems, in pain, without a prospect of a better future. Its ironic, i had to be castrated to gain my maleness back. Yet i still dont fully identify as a "male", but a sexual castrate. its hard to describe. I'm male but I'm not. I dont know if i ever will be.

This is why i have had my name changed. Don is the name i was given, while there are a few hundred thousand Dons in Florida, so its not like giving up my privacy. I just feel more like the real me now than the person i was when i found this site.

Thank you,

DonFL

The bill is in the mail.

Look for a red nun on the envelope.

No, it's not a letter-bomb.

DonFL (imported) wrote: Wed Dec 19, 2007 9:42 pm as with many of us who have gone though this journey, the process feels like a rebirth. I am not the person i was anymore, miserable and on chems, in pain, without a prospect of a better future. Its ironic, i had to be castrated to gain my maleness back. Yet i still dont fully identify as a "male", but a sexual castrate. its hard to describe. Im male but im not. I dont know if i ever will be.

This is why i have had my name changed. Don is the name i was given, while there are a few hundred thousand Dons in Florida, so its not like giving up my privacy. I just feel more like the real me now than the person i was when i found this site.

Thank you,

DonFL

Happy to have helped. One of the rare ocassions when I'll change a name. You've been a valuable contributing member here, and there would be no reason not to help your journey along, even if in small matters as typing a few key strokes

I fully understand the reason for changing the name. You like many of use went through a rebirth. Our name made sense when we joined but is not longer what we are today. Your old nick was hard to figure out just what it was meaning anyways unless they know you. Some of the other replacement names tried in the chat room took up half the screen in length. Your new one is just fine. Welcome aboard DonFL aka mismatched.

Glad you are happy with the new you. I enjoy celebrating my rebirth. Thank you for sharing your story and progress.

thanks guys, while all of you gave me so much support, i have to add a special thank you to MrT, his hundreds of emails back and forth and mental support helped me figure things out. Gunpowder, sally and many others on the chat board have also lended me thie ear when i needed it and just that along has helped.

Im moving to my new apartment this weekend, what a choice weekend to move in...

DonFL (imported) wrote: Wed Dec 19, 2007 9:42 pm as with many of us who have gone though this journey, the process feels like a rebirth. I am not the person i was anymore, miserable and on chems, in pain, without a prospect of a better future. Its ironic, i had to be castrated to gain my maleness back. Yet i still dont fully identify as a "male", but a sexual castrate. its hard to describe. I'm male but I'm not. I dont know if i ever will be.

This is why i have had my name changed. Don is the name i was given, while there are a few hundred thousand Dons in Florida, so its not like giving up my privacy. I just feel more like the real me now than the person i was when i found this site.

Thank you,

DonFL

I'm glad that you kept the avatar the same - otherwise I wouldn't have figured out who you were....

heh. thats a chemical diagram of testosterone BTW.

me too

Happy rebirthday!