As I sit here with my legs elevated, I remembered something else. I told Dr. Kimmel that I wanted to use a small amount of androgel to prevent the problems of eunuchism: osteoporosis, depression, muscle atrophy, etc. He would not give me a script for it. He talked to me about the benefits of being a eunuch, which to him meant "no prostate cancer." He told me about all the famous men who have been diagnosed with prostate cancer, John Kerry, Guillioni, Swartzkof, etc, and said I would be doing myself a great favor to stop using testosterone supplementation all together. It almost seemed to me that Dr. Kimmel wants those whom he makes eunuchs to stay true eunuchs. He seemed to dislike the idea of making a man a eunuch and then have him turn around and add back what he took away with his scalpel. Hash. P.S. If I remember more, I'll certainly post it.

Congrats, Hash. Having lost my second one ~6 years ago, I can vouch for the euphoria that comes from finally being a eunuch and ballless guy. I've never been so hard in my life as in the moments preceding that final cut that leaves a guy with an empty crotch.

Thanks Jeff, I appreciate your comments & posts. I'm extremely happy about my decision, but unfortunately I've still got this hard little ball that I suppose is a small hematoma. Do you know if this is common? It seems to be getting smaller every day and it was never bigger then a small testicle. Hash