Well I have called dr. spector this morning and made an appointment with dr.kimmel for july 8th. I know its a big step to take but I think its going to be the best thing for me. I had to borrow $3000 from the bank yesterday and put a lean on my car ,so that wasnt so bad either. I do realise that castration is a big step to take but it will be allot better after it is all done.

Best wishes and Good Luck. Just be sure this is what u want.

Good luck, I wish you the best.

Please tell us how you are when you get home.

River

good luck and don't forget the antibiotics your prescribed.[twin]