Hello! Been a while since I have posted. I am Scottie . Most of you know me and some helped to guide me to save my life. Whenever I hear the words ChemCast I literally shake. That is what I used to kill my testicles. I of course used to much, for I was "hot" and I wanted to kill them forever more. The pain, swelling, infection, and the healing was awful!!! My life was on the line at several places on the road and I didn't even know it. Thank god for this sight and a guy named Andrew! Anyway when ever I hear the words injecting my testicles. I wanna puke! The testicles are very strong and won't die so easily. They do get infected, bleed, cause pain and can also become a chronic pain that will be with you for the rest of your lives. that can be awful, and not only that, if you have them cut after the chronic pain... the pain might still be there when you are done having the operation. It is called ghost pain, and it can be very real. It is exciting to cut your balls off no doubt. I love being without mine! I love the calm and the new female thinking that has re-place mr male macho. Im taking premarin for the swets and chills as others before me. The thing is that these balls and penis is still apart of your body and the body mind and your whole life changes for a moment of cum and fun. So be careful in your mind, before you go and kill yourself with blood poisioning. Andrew had told me of that, and guess what??? Haden't he said something thats exactly what I would have died of. BE CAREFUL!!!!!!!

Now I have a question for all Eunuchs that have a Mistress. My Mistress (shes a pain sometimnes) now wants my shaft to be in a chastity tube. I have looked high and low and the issues are that most chastity devices have to be hooked around the base of the balls. Hee Hee Hee. The Buddy locking system can be used without a piercing, however, that isint very comfortable according to the company that makes it. So now what. So here is the question... Does anyone who is castrated know of a device to cover my shaft and be locking and being able to be worn 24/7??? If you do let me know. Mistress may be thinking of a penectomy next. She doesen't enjoy penetration but loves oral so it would not matter to her. the problem is... In either case, I have a tendancy to get infected. I wonder how that infectied thing could be avoided, and ideas on that???? Thanks Scottie

Hi Scottie,On Chem/Cast, in closed circle's , may be injecting your testicals,but I believe medically it's not.It's Depo/Estrogen, and or course,Anti-Androgens.That is a dangerous thing you did and I'm glad Andrew was able to help.I've been on these hormones for 3 years and my testi's probably are not producing much testosterone any more.The problem with what I'm doing is higher doses.Lucky my liver is good,so no problem.Our society is such that you just about have to educate yourself and take things in your own hands.I'm glad to hear your story,It's interesting and facinating.Sounds like your doing O.K. now.As for the chastity issue,I have no clue. I'm Happy feeling Fem . Hugs,Leona

I don't think this looks comfortable but may be it might give you some ideas to try: http://www.mr-s-leather.com/shopping.cg ... item=CB225

It is from the Mr.S Leather: http://www.mr-s-leather.com/

There is also Madame S @: http://www.madame-s.com/

Your Mistress may have some fun browsing their on line catalogs, but I don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing.

Hugs

Jema

Chem/Cast not chemcast is there a difference?I think so.But what do I know?I was meaning chemical castration.

All the Best,Leona

Hi Scottie,

I don't know much about the locking device you are seeking. But, I do know some surgeons will put you on anti-biotics before surgery to reduce the risk of infection.

In future posts I will be sure to clarify the term "Chemical Castration" so as not to confuse anyone.

Howdey you all! I am greatful for the answers thst I recieved. I am looking for a custom kinda thing. I know that it really isn't necessary and Miss Honey still wants no piercing PA or otherwise. Antibiotics or not. I can understand all that.

Now under her Mistress Teacher they have decided to take away all my Testosterone gel and patches. They are also ordering some estrogin as to calm my sexuality and virtually turn it off. That will be the solution for me. I don't know how I will feel about it, or how Ill feel. They have this idea of calmness, softness, of me not thinking about sex, sexuality, or much to have to do with sex. As an owned slave real time, I have objected, but to no availe. I will be here and hopefully making friends now with people in the same way. I am about to enter a new phase in my life. They want me female but to the outside world for work and all of that male. They are going to go very slow about the hormones and the taking away of the gels and patches. They will see how my behavior changes at that point and then move on from there. I much rather wear a chastity device, but the choice isisn't mine as you know. sometimes being owned, something I wanted so bad, is a real pain everywhere. My Mistrss/wife has a Domm'e who is a psychiatrist and will be doing the medicating and some conditioning to get me calmed and re-adjusted. Thanks to all of you and I will be here to keep you all updated. I have an axium for me anyway that I'd like to share. It goes like this... Be Careful for what you wish for..... you may get it love ya all scottie

Scotty,

Use a dildoe strap-on, take the dildoe out and put the chastity tube containing you member in it's place. Then, figure a way to lock on the strap.

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There actually was a product called ChemCast. It was used to castrate calfs. It was stopped becasue there are now better chemicals on the market. Scottie