Hello everyone: although I haven't written as of late, I have been reading and watching and learning. A most intresting thing is happening to my body that I thought might be a good thing to share with all and especially any wanna be's.

It seems that my Penis is shrinking. Yes that is correct. Even though I am wearing the Testosterone patch, and even though my sexual activity is about the same I am shrinking for sure. My Mistress laughs now when she sees me naked. It is in good fun, but the fact is the fact. I really don't know how I feel just yet. It is alarming to say the least. Most likely some won't care, some will and others will just accept their fate and choices. I accept me being a full fledged eunuch! I still love it! I wouldn't have it any other way!!!!!

It' has been a bit over a year now, and I find that all the emotional stuff has setteled down. The physical stuff is ok, except the scars on my belly, put there by a radical proceedure where the testicles are brought up through the lower belly. When it rains or when the weather changes all my lower stomach, scars and pipes inside all hurt. It is short lived and tylenol handles the pain, but it sure makes me pissed that the Doc ddin't listen to me and take the path of least resistance. I think it was becasue the insurance covered the radical proceedure not the easier surgery. I also notice a small loss of feeling in my scrotum and in my penis, but everything works, and Im in control of it! Not it being in control of me. I decide my level of sexuality not the testosterone or my balls. It is blissful. Alot of time I do not wear my patch and I just chill out for a while like 2 or 3 weeks at a time. And so it goes. Id like to get some mail from all of you out there. I do have alot to give in the way of Dos and don'ts, I have alot of experience. Well all have a great day and all. Ill be back, Scottie