Hello: Over the next few weeks Id like to let all of you know what it feels like for me to be a Eunuch! Some of you know what I went through to accomplish my goal. Some of you do not. If you go to last years articles you may get to see what went on. All I can say is I almost died and was very sick! I ended up being castrated in a hospital. The infection I got also almost killed me. Today, however, I am a very very happy Eunuch! Everything works as it should. I CONTROL MY LIBIDO. No more burnning for sex! No more making comments all the time, or debating with Mistress-Wife about sex. Im calmer and I have a clear mind. I have been put on display 3 times at dungeons and a talk I gave about castration at a bdsm club. I love being a Eunuch! I LOVE IT!!!! It angers me, to know how hard it is to become a eunuch. This should not be! Those who wish it, should be able to become what they want! As well as should I have. I mean in my home town with my medical Insurance to pay for it all. I guess the debate goes on and will continue. A male who wishes to become a eunuch should be able to!!!! My blood preasure is very slow and very regular. I love touching my empty sac, and like having it too. I love to pull on it rub it, stretch it and just hold my whole penis and sac in my hand while I fall to sleep. My Wife-Mistress also loves it. She loves the fact that she controls my libido. When she wants to have sex I am given testoterone for a week or so and then no problem. I sometimes like to take a viagra for that extra HARD FEELING! Generally with her libido very low and very slow, I am not allowed to have the testosterone, and I take premarin, in small dose to maintain body. I have lost the weight of almost 50 lbs. that I gained after becomming a castrate. Life is good! I also notice another thing. I may be calm about sex and I am. Can take it or leave it. Im driving now! I like that! I still however love to get those sexual feelings at special times. Just yesterday, my wife/Mistress played with my penis and sack, until I came. I never got an erection, and what a feeling to cum without one. It also took like 30 minutes of her manipulation to acheive the result she wanted for me. I still will WARN!!! DO NOT TRY THIS CHEMICAL CASTRATION AT HOME BY AMATURES LIKE YOURSELF! I DID HONESTLY ALMOST DIE! THAT WOULD HAVE SUCKED!!!! SCOTTIE

Scottie,

I'm glad to hear that you are now fully healthy and happy. What a mountain you've had to climb (and nearly falling off a few times too). I totally agree with you, when you say that if a person really wants castration then they should be allowed to, as long as they understand the reality of becoming an eunuch.

I am still searching for a safe (safest) way to become castrated, with out having to rob a bank, but as time moves on I can understand more each day why you chose the path you took.

More good health to you...and enjoy life

Toni