Hi..

I dont really know who to talk to this about so I decided to come here. Everyone I mention it to usually quites speaking to me or thinks that Im a freak. So Im going to be brave and post part of my real life non fiction story here. Maybe find some friends..or someone to accept me for me..

When I was young I had a very abusive father..he is now in prison serving only five years for the hell he put me through for thirteen years. I was sexually abused from the time I was four until I was seventeen, during that time at the age of seven he castrated me himself..I never reported him and my step mother never cared. I was too damned afraid to. I dont know..I just need someone to understand me and not tell me Im a freak of nature and that Im worthless...thats all Ive been told for so many years..If you would like to talk just respond to me here or e-mail me at absinthexfaerie@earthlink.net and I will talk to you later, by the way everyone my name is Davey..

Hi Davey,

Welcome to the Archive. I think you are going to find a lot people here that understand you. There are many stories here that deal with the fantasy of castration, but also many posts that are helpful in the reality of castration, be it chemical, surgical, or by some other means.

There is a lot of information here to find. If you don't find what you seek, please just ask, you'll find we are a friendly group. There are people here from all walks of life. I myself am transsexual and recently have had castration as one of my first surgeries, but I am only one of the few that are here.

Take the time to search all the information that is here and don't be afraid to ask anything, no matter how trivial you think it may seem.

Welcome to the zoo and enjoy your stay.

Hi..

CaptJackSparrow (imported) wrote: Tue Jan 20, 2004 11:55 pm I just need someone to understand me and not tell me Im a freak of nature and that Im worthless...thats all I

've been told for so many years.........

Davey..

No, you are not a freak of nature. No one is a freak of nature, especially not you. There are many "different" people in the world and none of them are freaks. They are all people, worthy of respect.

And you are not worthless. That's just a silly and ignorant remark that people hide behind. Your worth is measure by what you do, not by what other people do to you.

Trust that there are people here who think it worthwhile to talk to you.

Dave