At least once a week somone asks for help with a libdo that is to high and i understand that for i had the same problem.But recent events have changed my thinking for i now know it had nothing to do with my libdo but my anxiety and my absessive compulsive behavior that led to my addictions.

I can understand why Scottie and Luvpain did thair own castrations because i tried this also .It is more out of despration than anything else and i knew i had to stop the testosterone some how.

i KNOW if i wouldent have found thr EA i would have wound up in the emergency again and i WOULD have caused a lot of harm to myself and maby even worse.

I can see we now have almost five thousand members here now and many of you are having problens like many of us have had or are having.so i want you to please be carfull and listen to what others have to say here for we have lived this hell also and can give you the advice that may help you.For some it might be antidepresents and others like myself castration drugs but please be carfull we need you.

As you get to know us you will see that this is a brother and sister hood here and when one of us is in trouble or pain we all suffer so be safe.