Im a little confused!!
Posted: Sun Nov 23, 2003 12:16 am
Hi, i have something i would like to share with whom might read this forum posts.
Im 24 years old, my name is sebastian and i gotta some strange episode with my girlfriend that really concerns me. She works on a kinda Ham Museum (store that only sells ham, cheese and other roast meets), as we were not seeing eachother frecuently because of her and mine job, i decided to go after my job to her´s, just to give a little sorprise and wait for taking her to dinner. When i arrived, she was with no more than 2 customers that were buying.
So finally when they left, i kissed her and talk for a while, she was kinda excited, so she closed the store, and inmediatly began to kiss me. Theres nothing strange until now, thing is that we began to get more and more hot so the inevitable just happened, we have sex, in the store. Once we were resting she told me that she had seen a bondage-fetish-punish strange site where they talk about punishing males by "playing with the mans penis" i never until now, experienced nothing related to that kind of practice.
She begun to tell me that she would really get excited buy playing a little game with me and my "male buddy"(penis), i was kinda willing to let her experiment just to help her with the curiosity, that pictures that she may have seen on that site, so i agree. She told me to close my eyes, sadenly i felt kinda tingles on my penis, i couldnt help it because of my concern and opened my eyes, y found basically , my penis inside a hole in a big boneless ham, i was then really begining to get affraid, but as she always do, she got me calm.
I was more than curious with that "game". First she grab a very big knife and began to cut big slices of ham, really slowly, i was at that point really affraid about the possible injuries in my penis because of that so called game, but then , it just happened, i begin to enjoy it, and this is what really got me confused.
Then she told me that she would go a little further, and she placed my penis inside the ham on a little meat slicer, at that point i was excited too, i really havent got idea that such vizzare practice could turn me on the way it did.
She began to cut little slices, and in a moment as it was totally normal, i began to feel the slicer blade near my penis, not actually cutting it, but , i cant explain it, just near, and every slice that she take out was nearer i was really excited at that time, she continuosly asked me if i could feel the blade, so in case i feel it very near , she would stop for not hurting my penis, but then i ask her to continue , so she continue till the blade sliced one tinny piece of my penis, but it was a really insignificant wound, but at that moment i was having the biggest orgasm i ever have. This is what concerns me! HOw should i react about this, we never repeat that experience but now our sexual relations and a little more bizzare like bitting and all that, but thw thing is that is this attitude dangerous??
Should i really have serious problems in my mind because of that? Is this curiositty of wanting a little pain or enjoy the possibility of having injured something really serious? Thats the thing that is really keeping me awake this days. I would really apreciate some comments, or similar cases. Thanks, indeed for your time to read all this lines.
Sebastian.
Im 24 years old, my name is sebastian and i gotta some strange episode with my girlfriend that really concerns me. She works on a kinda Ham Museum (store that only sells ham, cheese and other roast meets), as we were not seeing eachother frecuently because of her and mine job, i decided to go after my job to her´s, just to give a little sorprise and wait for taking her to dinner. When i arrived, she was with no more than 2 customers that were buying.
So finally when they left, i kissed her and talk for a while, she was kinda excited, so she closed the store, and inmediatly began to kiss me. Theres nothing strange until now, thing is that we began to get more and more hot so the inevitable just happened, we have sex, in the store. Once we were resting she told me that she had seen a bondage-fetish-punish strange site where they talk about punishing males by "playing with the mans penis" i never until now, experienced nothing related to that kind of practice.
She begun to tell me that she would really get excited buy playing a little game with me and my "male buddy"(penis), i was kinda willing to let her experiment just to help her with the curiosity, that pictures that she may have seen on that site, so i agree. She told me to close my eyes, sadenly i felt kinda tingles on my penis, i couldnt help it because of my concern and opened my eyes, y found basically , my penis inside a hole in a big boneless ham, i was then really begining to get affraid, but as she always do, she got me calm.
I was more than curious with that "game". First she grab a very big knife and began to cut big slices of ham, really slowly, i was at that point really affraid about the possible injuries in my penis because of that so called game, but then , it just happened, i begin to enjoy it, and this is what really got me confused.
Then she told me that she would go a little further, and she placed my penis inside the ham on a little meat slicer, at that point i was excited too, i really havent got idea that such vizzare practice could turn me on the way it did.
She began to cut little slices, and in a moment as it was totally normal, i began to feel the slicer blade near my penis, not actually cutting it, but , i cant explain it, just near, and every slice that she take out was nearer i was really excited at that time, she continuosly asked me if i could feel the blade, so in case i feel it very near , she would stop for not hurting my penis, but then i ask her to continue , so she continue till the blade sliced one tinny piece of my penis, but it was a really insignificant wound, but at that moment i was having the biggest orgasm i ever have. This is what concerns me! HOw should i react about this, we never repeat that experience but now our sexual relations and a little more bizzare like bitting and all that, but thw thing is that is this attitude dangerous??
Should i really have serious problems in my mind because of that? Is this curiositty of wanting a little pain or enjoy the possibility of having injured something really serious? Thats the thing that is really keeping me awake this days. I would really apreciate some comments, or similar cases. Thanks, indeed for your time to read all this lines.
Sebastian.
