So hi again to all my friends: Everyday I am so happy that I decided to become a eunuch. In fact Im quite proud of it and outside of the fact that Im a bit fatter than I was I feel great!

Anyway I am writting to find out what happened to happousai and his injections. I hope hes alive and not sick or in to much pain. Does anyone know where he is and whats going on????? I just wish i could have imparted some of my mistakes and wisdom on him before he did what he said he did. so Id apprciate knowing and I pry hes ok. Scottie

The swelling from my first injection has gone down. My testosterone levels seem to be unaffected, judging by how easily I still get spontaneous erections. I'm planning to inject my testicles again later today.

God Man!!!!!!! Please contact me at my e mail addy before you inject yourself again. Let me help you so you dont run into the same problems that I did. I almost died and didnt even know how much danger I was in. Im not going to lecture you but I would like the oppertunity to help you. Scottie. I am at jjfmiller41@aol.com For your own good and saftey let me help you. Scottie

Scottie,

Why do we have to do this by e-mail? I'll listen to whatever you have to say on this forum. Besides, it might be educational to other people who might be reading it.

BTW, I didn't inject myself last night; I've decided to wait another week on the suggestion of _g.

Hey you!!!!!!! I thought you might want some privacy. I also want some privacy too. However I can and do take risks and here people like andrew helped save my life. So maybe I can help you.

I would stop using the alcahol and or vodka. You do not need Dl-Lactic acid. You need lactic acid. You can find it on the net under lactic acid. It is used for skin dermabrasion and also as a food preservative. There are other things but try to find that first. the alcahol will do damage but wont kill them. Honest. The other issue is that you will have erctions foa while no matter what you do to your balls unless you want to cut your penis off. NOT!!!!! You will bleed to death first. It takes time for the testosterone to go out of your body and your pituetary still makes t so they wont stop all togeter for along while. The last issue is the amount. Be careful how much you inject. I did alot and It did honestly almost kill me. Also be sure you are ready for the dull ache of a lifetime and for a long time. If you can get a doc to look after you after the injections. blood poisioning can kill you. I wish you where going to see the docs in Philly. Also there are vetranarians and even docs that will do this for you. So please try and find just lactic acid. You can also make it. Take some fatty milk, put it in a cup and put a tsp of sugar in it. Wait until it spoils and you have lactic acid. I wouldnt do this and I warn you not to becasue of the bacteria, however if you must you must. I think you should really get in touch with a ?Doc that will do this operation. I tell you I had pain swelling almost lost my penis from gane green and almost died from blood poisioning. Im not trying to scare you but like with me the all kept saying over and over again we dont want to see you die. I dont want to see you die either. I understand how badly you want this to happen and it will but please re-think and go slow. I am concerned for you. Scottie

There is undoubtedly a long list of solutions which can cause necrosis in practically any organ if repeatedly injected (e.g., concentrated sodium chloride, citric acid, ammonia, etc.), but all this stuff is dangerous to use, and can kill you if the solution gets into your bloodstream, as well as causing the kinds of problems Scotty had. If you must have something done with your gonads, have a medical professional do it. At the very least, call or otherwise contact a urologist, who can probably give an opinion as to whether you might accidentally kill yourself by doing what you intend. A responsible urologist ought to do this even if he decides that you're clinically insane.

happousai (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 13, 2003 11:47 am BTW, I didn't inject myself last night; I've decided to wait another week on the suggestion of _g.

As I understand it, you intend to use alcohol instead of lactic or dilactic acid? May Uncle Andrew ask two things of you?

1) What is your plan if the alcohol is absorbed in such a way as to get into your blood stream and make you drunk? Every year college students die from an alcohol overdose.

2) Please consider having a very good friend in the same room as you whilst you do the injection, and have him wait around until the effects are over. Give him clear and detailed instructions on calling for help if something goes wrong and you are unable to call for help yourself.

Thank you.

I know I and others suggested he seek other options on the chat room. It seems he needs to consider moving out of his house and see about starting back on Androcur or one of the other chemical castration drugs.

Injections are very risky, and if his parents find those supplies like his previous chemical castration drugs that could be more serious issue to deal with.

If your parents are going to disapprove of a safer method to achieve the results of castration, what will they do when they find out about the more risky methods?