I'm back! (incuse)
Posted: Mon Jul 27, 2015 6:10 pm
I recently heard from a number of people on here when my 10th eunuch birthday / 35 solar birthday. It made me feel incredible happy.
I've been single for a number of years now. After hurricane Katrina I moved to Memphis, TN; that was until I got outsourced and moved back home to the Mississippi Gulf Coast. This is where I call home.
My 10 year eunuch birthday happened on June 3rd. It took a day for me to get myself my birthday present on June 2nd.
My change into a eunuch has extended my life physological, but has also hindered it.
I've gained about 150 pounds in the past ten years. I planned on a little weight gain, but this happened instead. It started happening soon before I got castrated. I was taking all sorts of meds; skipping from one to another until I found my cocktail. Lexapro, Lamitcal, and Provigil. During the time we were experimenting with what [drugs] made me be able to keep my self from not inflicting injury a few of the meds cause weight gain. A good bit of it, but I figured shit happens and just a little more and I'll have my pot belly eunuch self built. Nope; kept gaining. Now, 10 years post-eunuchism I've gained 150 pounds.
I recently learned the great benefits of hashish. I get to factory data reset once a week so I can stand going to work for North america's larged GSM mobile provider. Muchies; more so, eh ?
One day I'll get motivation enough to actually change. That starts today. I have been keeping to myself for the past ten years. It's time I make a come back online so I can get motification to do more in real life. This is going to be my therapy.
Keep me going - keep me active on here. I'm going to throw the paranoia of having google learn I'm a eunuch to the wind! Chome is learning I'm a eunuch. Or at least going to a [banned?] Google search.
I tried painting, after a lady at work tried to convince me I need a hobby. I spent $35 on artsy stuff.. it's never come out of the bag.
I just want to open up. Can you help me ?
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Incuse
I've been single for a number of years now. After hurricane Katrina I moved to Memphis, TN; that was until I got outsourced and moved back home to the Mississippi Gulf Coast. This is where I call home.
My 10 year eunuch birthday happened on June 3rd. It took a day for me to get myself my birthday present on June 2nd.
My change into a eunuch has extended my life physological, but has also hindered it.
I've gained about 150 pounds in the past ten years. I planned on a little weight gain, but this happened instead. It started happening soon before I got castrated. I was taking all sorts of meds; skipping from one to another until I found my cocktail. Lexapro, Lamitcal, and Provigil. During the time we were experimenting with what [drugs] made me be able to keep my self from not inflicting injury a few of the meds cause weight gain. A good bit of it, but I figured shit happens and just a little more and I'll have my pot belly eunuch self built. Nope; kept gaining. Now, 10 years post-eunuchism I've gained 150 pounds.
I recently learned the great benefits of hashish. I get to factory data reset once a week so I can stand going to work for North america's larged GSM mobile provider. Muchies; more so, eh ?
One day I'll get motivation enough to actually change. That starts today. I have been keeping to myself for the past ten years. It's time I make a come back online so I can get motification to do more in real life. This is going to be my therapy.
Keep me going - keep me active on here. I'm going to throw the paranoia of having google learn I'm a eunuch to the wind! Chome is learning I'm a eunuch. Or at least going to a [banned?] Google search.
I tried painting, after a lady at work tried to convince me I need a hobby. I spent $35 on artsy stuff.. it's never come out of the bag.
I just want to open up. Can you help me ?
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Incuse