My uncle once explained to me what castration was, which had happened to our family dog, and I immediately wanted to be castrated myself too. This was right before puberty, and I knew something was up soon.. I didn't want that to happen. Now, after puberty, I still wish sometimes I had done it back then, because puberty to me was just a slow little hell in itself, with what feels like my soul on pause to hold it's breath somehow.. I've always been almost too self-conscious, and I haven't really changed many opinions since my childhood. Mostly they have just gotten possible to articulate, which I remember also looking forward to as I was often misunderstood. Guess others can relate.

However, now I've finally made my own group on yahoo called Ballsax if you wanna check it out! Celebrating the essence of manhood - none other than the testicles! Actually, I am glad I still have my balls.. I am. I am. But I both envy and admire eunuchs =)

On Yahoo, it won't last.

When they find it, they'll also delete your ID as well as all group members.

You're so right. Didn't last. Hm. Seems there's something really taboo when it comes to balls/MANHOOD, huh. Makes it even more without them even knowing it =p

They haven't deleted my ID though. I didn't wanna post inappropriate pictures, just some legal pics, art, some anatomy drawings of the testicles, some links. I've seen much worse, even on yahoo, groups that still exists.