Many Moons ago I was on this sight. Most likely 8 years ago. I was going through an awful divorce and my balls and penis had gotten me into big big big trouble. I was young, indestructable and I knew everything. Well my life came to an end and I lost everything I owned and had. On top of that I decided that I would castrate myself becasue I hated my balls and the testosterone and all the feelings it brought. So I read a tremendous amount of information and eventually decided on chemical injection. I bought the chemical I needed, and injected each testicle with a huge amount of chemical. Well in time, my balls died. The scrotem opened up and spewed its dead tissue and I got infected and septic. I almost died. I came here to the site for I wanted to die. I got a tremendous amount of help and love from my friends here and it seemed to help me. I got to a hospital and I had to have surgery on all of the infected parts. I was scraped and cut over and over again. I almost lost my penis, but it was saved. I did loose myself respect and all that I had worked for. I can never repay the people that were here. In fact I don't see any of them that are still around except Riverwind. I was and still am Spankey and maybe some of you will come forth and say hello. It has taken a long time to heal and become healthy once again. I am a Counselor now and a Soicial Worker in alternative sexuality practices. If I can help anyone here I am willing and able. Sometimes time is limited but I wish to extend to all what was extended to me. You can write to me here or at my email addy. spankey20202006@yahoo.com.

I want to say that I love being a Eunuch, and living my life as a Eunuch. I am re-married and my wife also enjoys me being a Eunuch. It's a good life! Again thank you to all of you that were there for me. thankyou to the people that keep this sight up and running. I am glad to be back here with friends and family. In your service, spankey2

Welcome back! I was not a member of the EA back then but I wanted to say I am glad you are able to be back with us. Glad you survived. I share with you the joy of being a eunuch. If you have not already been asked there is a thread called Consequences of Castration and your experience might be very helpful for anyone else considering injecting themselves.

Thank you also for your offer to help others. The give and take of the EA is what makes it great.

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=4616

Welcome Back

You may remember of one of my past nick's if you were he in the begging. Like you said so well. This site is a very powerful place to get help. A safety net for many. Great that you are using your life experience to help others that find them self in the same position that you were in.

First hand experience is the best way to help people understand just what is like to be an eunuch. Your experience of self castration Should help many that think it is so easy to do it them self.

Again welcome back to EA, where eunuch's are always welcome.

OMG< have I been here that long, sigh.

Welcome back

River

Riverwind (imported) wrote: Fri Jul 31, 2009 2:48 pm OMG< have I been here that long, sigh.

Welcome back

River

I think it was longer

spankey2 welcome back to the zoo

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Heck, River remembers when God was in diapers.