Castration...something which appeals to me, and does not appeal to me, yet, I think I prefer it. I ask of you to guide me here;

I am not someone who likes this base instinct, this 'libido'. It annoys me to think I am sharing my mind with such an instinctual drive.

I cannot deny that I am not 'prime stock'; my family has a tendancy for strokes in old age, I myself have Autism and Cerebral Palsy, both of which could be passed onto my offspring.

But what do these two lobs of flesh do otherwise? Apparently, they serve to shorten my lifespan by about 10 years.

So, should I, or should I not, be castrated?

DanteAshton (imported) wrote: Thu Feb 12, 2009 10:46 am Castration...something which appeals to me, and does not appeal to me, yet, I think I prefer it. I ask of you to guide me here;

I am not someone who likes this base instinct, this 'libido'. It annoys me to think I am sharing my mind with such an instinctual drive.

I cannot deny that I am not 'prime stock'; my family has a tendancy for strokes in old age, I myself have Autism and Cerebral Palsy, both of which could be passed onto my offspring.

But what do these two lobs of flesh do otherwise? Apparently, they serve to shorten my lifespan by about 10 years.

So, should I, or should I not, be castrated?

You need a doctor, you need to try chemical first if you decide that this is indeed what you want, and you need to be a little less critical of yourself.

You already have enough wrong with you already without this.

Go see a physician and/or a psychologist. Get professional help.

Seriously.

O.K.?

Dont think about future generations or long life, think about yourself.

Every day that we live we are closer to dying.

Death being an undefeatable adversary, will come when it will.

You are very young and seem lost. I assume you are seeing a doctor regularly. I would talk this over with the doctor. Think the doctor can help you understand and offer so advice for you. That should be your first step.

We can not judge you with out knowing far more about you. The doctor is your best person to help.

Wish you the very best.

Yes, sorry about that, I wasnt thinking completely clearly when I posted the above;

I have already arranged a consolation about it, but I was hoping to get some feedback from those who have had it (admitaddly, I didnt make that clear, sorry )

What I do want to know is, how do you feel, mentally, after it? Are emotions effected? Are thought processes?

DanteAshton (imported) wrote: Fri Feb 13, 2009 3:47 am Yes, sorry about that, I wasnt thinking completely clearly when I posted the above;

I have already arranged a consolation about it, but I was hoping to get some feedback from those who have had it (admitaddly, I didnt make that clear, sorry )

What I do want to know is, how do you feel, mentally, after it? Are emotions effected? Are thought processes?

You are still yourself -BUT sex drive and desire are gone. I used to have a fetish about wearing bikini or thong underwear - it is gone. I can still masturbate or have sex with my wife, but I don't because it doesn't matter to me one way or the other. (As for my wife, she understands.).

Hey DanteAshton,

You will find all the answers to your questions by doing a lot of reading on these threads, but it's good that you've opened up and asked your questions anyway. From what little you've said I get the feeling that you have fairly low self esteem, ie. describing yourself "not prime stock". I also think that if you see your instinctive urges as something you would prefer to be in control of, then it could be argued that you have issues with control. Both of these things are potential problems that you might benefit from addressing.

For a lot of us the desire for castration is a kind of sexual fetish and it's a good idea to recognise this for what it is because the bottom line is that actually going through with getting castrated impacts severely on your health and lifestyle and very very few are able to stand the side effects - hot flushes, depression, loss of bone and muscle mass, etc. - and most eunuchs end up having to take Hormone Replacement Therapy. HRT can help a lot, but it doesn't really give you back your natural hormone balance. In a nutshell, a lot of what you read here is fantasy - even in the non fiction threads - so you have to not only be careful about where the boundaries lie between fantasy and real life in your own mind, and read about castration with some scepticism too.

I'm still having hot flashes and some of them are doozies! Other than that, I'm okay.

I know I've written this so many times that some members of the archive may groan "here he goes again" but I would just stress the crucial importance in life (in my opinion, at least) of keeping separate the World of Reality and the World of Fantasy. For instance I have intense castration fantasies but know it "wouldn't be right" for me. I'm not saying the real thing MIGHT not be right for you, but please think carefully about whether you wish to live out your fantasy in the World of Reality. I'll give an example: I have for as long as I can remember had fantasies of being subject to a tyrannical dominant woman. These fantasies provided me -- and continue to provide me -- with much pleasure. But on the handful of times I visited a professional dominatrix I was bitterly disappointed: the knowledge that the woman was just a hired employee of mine -- as opposed to the no-divorce tyrant wife of fantasy -- spoilt the whole thingi. But all I lost was an hour's time and a couple of hundred bucks. Castration is for good. I'm not saying it might not be right for you, just carefully think over whether you want to live it in the World of fantasy -- where you can enjoy it every day for the rest of your life -- or the World of Reality, which is quite different, as indicated by the postings on the Forum, including Riven's very thoughtful one above. Anyway, good luck..