Hi guys, i have been wondering how many of you or anyone you've heard of who had modified theire genitals as a sort of "starting point" on the road to becoming a eunuch or nullo?
im sure many guys have split their cocks then decided to cut each half off one at a time.
i have seen pictures on bme of a guy who had a fully split scrotum and he banded each half, then snipped each ball off in turn!
I keep on hearing so many stories about guys who modified their cocks in very extreme ways before removal but can never seem to get into contact with them to discuss it first hand!
Who on here has extreme cock and ball mods? and are you planning to cut them off in the future?
also who had extreme mods and has already taken that final step further?
finnaly who is thinking about having extreme mods before taking that final step?
If you have extreme mods like a split or subincision, but want to keep your genitals to modify even further, ide also love to hear from you!
I myself plan to keep my cock and balls (well at least for now) but i have a fully split scrotum and a subincision that nealy reaches my anus, my next step is a full peneis bisection.
i look forwards to hear from anyone with the above.
Martin
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Re: genital modification before removal question
One here Modick68!
I have done all sorts of piercings, and mods to my cock. Snipped my (pierced) frenum at about age 20. Had several foreskin piercings but then had elective circumcision (in hospital) when I was 30. Had a PA piercing but removed it to make a meatonomy/partial subincision. Had an ampallang piercing (stretched to take 1/4" thick bar bell). I also had a reverse PA but removed that to make way for a fully split cockhead; each half with it's own short ampallang barbell. Wore it that way for several years but removed jewellery a few years ago. I had been attracted by the idea of continuing to divide the shaft of my cock, but I don't really like the way (in most cases) the two halves become very bowed. I have also at times toyed with the idea of removing the two half glans. I have had conversations with my wife about possible further developments. She appreciates my drive towards these things, but neither of these mods appeal to her. It was during these conversations (approx. 10 years ago) that my long suppressed desire for castration surfaced. She had reached menopause, and we were both happy that we had just the one child. With her need for sex dramatically reduced (and HRT out of the question because of breast cancer) she could see that castration would satisfy my drive for further modification and at the same time remove the source of further frustration. But it isn't as simple as that is it? We spent a long time looking into the effects of castration and decided to proceed with caution. Used a Burdizzo on the left testicle (we thought it prudent to do one at a time). It caused a LOT of pain during the following week, and although it went a bit spongy after the swelling subsided it seemed to recover. Probably would have tried again but discovered that the method doesn't seem to have a good success rate in humans, and can't bring myself to endure the pain again with so little hope of it working. Have more recently tried chemical castration (cyproterone - 50mg daily) and had severe hot flushes which robbed me of sleep. I quit after only a week. I might try again sometime, but at a very low starting dose, as I'd still like to know if I can get along with testosterone reduced to castrate levels. In the meantime I channel my sex drive into pe (penis enlargement). I know that sounds like going in the opposite direction, but making gains (in penis enlargement) seems to suppress my desire for castration. I realise now that I always thought of myself as being physically under-endowed. At 5'7" I knew I wasn't tall, and I thought my penis, at a shade under 6" long, was a bit small. I grew up in the 60s when we only had Kinsey's study to go by and his 'average' was bigger than mine. On and off, over the years, I have persevered with pe and have gained an inch in erect length and half an inch in (mid shaft) girth. More recent (and more scientific) data shows that I was was always slightly larger than average, but it's difficult to shake off these feelings of negative self image. At 6.75" x 5.25" I now have a very good sized penis, but I still don't feel really 'cock sure'. Again, I think that comes down to it being very difficult to shake off established self image.
I wonder if my desire/fascination for castration/penectomy is directly related to my feelings of sexual inadequacy. ie. feeling unconfident about my ability to compete, penis wise, led to feeling that I'd rather opt out of the competition, and instead be judged on other criteria (intellect, etc.) and be confident that my partner wouldn't always be wishing she were with someone better endowed. (ie. if she wants me without penis or balls then she REALLY isn't interested in looking around for a well hung guy.) I'm also aware that there's an element of self harm in all this. There's a connection between self wounding and seeking sympathy/comfort/love. I have a feeling that something like that has always been going on.
I wonder if anyone else has a perspective on this. Maybe I should start a thread on the subject?
I have done all sorts of piercings, and mods to my cock. Snipped my (pierced) frenum at about age 20. Had several foreskin piercings but then had elective circumcision (in hospital) when I was 30. Had a PA piercing but removed it to make a meatonomy/partial subincision. Had an ampallang piercing (stretched to take 1/4" thick bar bell). I also had a reverse PA but removed that to make way for a fully split cockhead; each half with it's own short ampallang barbell. Wore it that way for several years but removed jewellery a few years ago. I had been attracted by the idea of continuing to divide the shaft of my cock, but I don't really like the way (in most cases) the two halves become very bowed. I have also at times toyed with the idea of removing the two half glans. I have had conversations with my wife about possible further developments. She appreciates my drive towards these things, but neither of these mods appeal to her. It was during these conversations (approx. 10 years ago) that my long suppressed desire for castration surfaced. She had reached menopause, and we were both happy that we had just the one child. With her need for sex dramatically reduced (and HRT out of the question because of breast cancer) she could see that castration would satisfy my drive for further modification and at the same time remove the source of further frustration. But it isn't as simple as that is it? We spent a long time looking into the effects of castration and decided to proceed with caution. Used a Burdizzo on the left testicle (we thought it prudent to do one at a time). It caused a LOT of pain during the following week, and although it went a bit spongy after the swelling subsided it seemed to recover. Probably would have tried again but discovered that the method doesn't seem to have a good success rate in humans, and can't bring myself to endure the pain again with so little hope of it working. Have more recently tried chemical castration (cyproterone - 50mg daily) and had severe hot flushes which robbed me of sleep. I quit after only a week. I might try again sometime, but at a very low starting dose, as I'd still like to know if I can get along with testosterone reduced to castrate levels. In the meantime I channel my sex drive into pe (penis enlargement). I know that sounds like going in the opposite direction, but making gains (in penis enlargement) seems to suppress my desire for castration. I realise now that I always thought of myself as being physically under-endowed. At 5'7" I knew I wasn't tall, and I thought my penis, at a shade under 6" long, was a bit small. I grew up in the 60s when we only had Kinsey's study to go by and his 'average' was bigger than mine. On and off, over the years, I have persevered with pe and have gained an inch in erect length and half an inch in (mid shaft) girth. More recent (and more scientific) data shows that I was was always slightly larger than average, but it's difficult to shake off these feelings of negative self image. At 6.75" x 5.25" I now have a very good sized penis, but I still don't feel really 'cock sure'. Again, I think that comes down to it being very difficult to shake off established self image.
I wonder if my desire/fascination for castration/penectomy is directly related to my feelings of sexual inadequacy. ie. feeling unconfident about my ability to compete, penis wise, led to feeling that I'd rather opt out of the competition, and instead be judged on other criteria (intellect, etc.) and be confident that my partner wouldn't always be wishing she were with someone better endowed. (ie. if she wants me without penis or balls then she REALLY isn't interested in looking around for a well hung guy.) I'm also aware that there's an element of self harm in all this. There's a connection between self wounding and seeking sympathy/comfort/love. I have a feeling that something like that has always been going on.
I wonder if anyone else has a perspective on this. Maybe I should start a thread on the subject?
Re: genital modification before removal question
You could always use the new blog feature; just don't abuse IE with it.
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Re: genital modification before removal question
Paolo wrote: Wed Oct 31, 2007 6:43 am You could always use the new blog feature; just don't abuse IE with it.
Sorry Paolo, I don't get that.
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It means that if you, or anyone, wants to do some time serial type diary discussing your experiences with modifications and such, as well as whatever you do or experience in future, a blog whould be a way to do that. Go to the menu bar at the top of the forums main page, and look for "Blogs." Go check it out and experiment.
The remark regarding IE, is don't abuse him. It is a joke. We like to torment him by not abusing him!
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Thanks for trying to rescue me there Kristoff. I kinda guessed Paolo was making a joke, but I still don't get it. What does IE stand for? (I must be really slow.)
I haven't looked into the blog thing yet. I guess it's like a mini web-page. Can you go in there later and edit it, add and remove pictures etc? Sounds like a good idea though, as I do tend to get long winded in my posts - as hinted at by Paolo I think
But lets get back on topic. Modick68 and I can't be the only ones around here with a history of genital modifications. Anyone else?
I haven't looked into the blog thing yet. I guess it's like a mini web-page. Can you go in there later and edit it, add and remove pictures etc? Sounds like a good idea though, as I do tend to get long winded in my posts - as hinted at by Paolo I think
But lets get back on topic. Modick68 and I can't be the only ones around here with a history of genital modifications. Anyone else?
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Riven (imported) wrote: Wed Oct 31, 2007 10:16 am Thanks for trying to rescue me there Kristoff. I kinda guessed Paolo was making a joke, but I still don't get it. What does IE stand for? (I must be really slow.)
I haven't looked into the blog thing yet. I guess it's like a mini web-page. Can you go in there later and edit it, add and remove pictures etc? Sounds like a good idea though, as I do tend to get long winded in my posts - as hinted at by Paolo I think
But lets get back on topic. Modick68 and I can't be the only ones around here with a history of genital modifications. Anyone else?
IE = IEunuch, the chief bottle washer and moderator of this site.
Regarding the blog-o-business, I am still messing with it myself.
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Thanks K. Guess I ought to have known that. And I'll be having a look blogwise in due course.
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Riven (imported) wrote: Wed Oct 31, 2007 1:56 pm Thanks K. Guess I ought to have known that. And I'll be having a look blogwise in due course.
It's just been one of them days...
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Hi Riven,
I dont like it when I dont get an `in` joke and unless you had read IEunuchs introduction to the new feature, which is a Blog (web log) section then you would not get the joke.
Whilest explaining the rules to everyone IEunuch mentioned things that would not be permitted and he stated as an example, in brackets, that abuse would not be tolerated. He used the short notation letters that stand for `in other words`. I cannot recall the actual latin phrase they represent but the letters are IE. So as you can see in the quote below, he wrote (IE abuse). The double meaning that people found funny was that he was appeared to only object to things that abused him personaly.
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It's more an online diary.
And in that vein, while I will not be closing any currently-existing diary type threads, I would request that from here on in, those kind of threads be put into the blog section.
For now, while the blogs are new, expect that side of the site to be more free-form and open. There are not yet any rules, terms of conduct, or acceptable use policies in place specifically for the blog. Those will be open for now, until and unless there appears to be a pressing need (IE, abuse) to institute rules specifically for there. Until then, the forum guidelines should work.
....I had read the post and I admit to having chuckled a bit
Didnt mean to labour the point or bore anyone but most people pretend to just get in jokes on forums and I found it refreshing to see someone ask. A good reflection on the archieve visitors and the way they feel comfortable with each other.
I dont like it when I dont get an `in` joke and unless you had read IEunuchs introduction to the new feature, which is a Blog (web log) section then you would not get the joke.
Whilest explaining the rules to everyone IEunuch mentioned things that would not be permitted and he stated as an example, in brackets, that abuse would not be tolerated. He used the short notation letters that stand for `in other words`. I cannot recall the actual latin phrase they represent but the letters are IE. So as you can see in the quote below, he wrote (IE abuse). The double meaning that people found funny was that he was appeared to only object to things that abused him personaly.
Re: New Feature!
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It's more an online diary.
And in that vein, while I will not be closing any currently-existing diary type threads, I would request that from here on in, those kind of threads be put into the blog section.
For now, while the blogs are new, expect that side of the site to be more free-form and open. There are not yet any rules, terms of conduct, or acceptable use policies in place specifically for the blog. Those will be open for now, until and unless there appears to be a pressing need (IE, abuse) to institute rules specifically for there. Until then, the forum guidelines should work.
....I had read the post and I admit to having chuckled a bit
Didnt mean to labour the point or bore anyone but most people pretend to just get in jokes on forums and I found it refreshing to see someone ask. A good reflection on the archieve visitors and the way they feel comfortable with each other.