I have really jumped the gun here, but i seem to be ok so far.

[DonFL (imported)]

Orchialgia is returning, i guess the nerves were just stunned. Had another sonogram and a nerve block done by my urologist today. He mentioned there is medical justification for bi-lateral orchiectomy due to what i did, as if everything else wrong wasn't enough. Now that is is a real possibility, im hesitant, I don't know why. I wish my old psychiatrist was alive, i still haven't been able to find anyone who i can talk to.

[DonFL (imported)]

im over the shock, im having the surgery. At his point, i have nothing to loose. Appointment was made today, it will be done on Aug 31st, giving me 9 days time to recoup, by using 5 vacation days + 2 weekends.

[Paolo]

Well, you know, to be blunt, I for one am at least glad you're still alive and didn't kill yourself with this little adventure! (Remember Scottie, anyone?!)

Do keep us posted and good luck.

[DonFL (imported)]

After reading his story, i was surprised you didn't lock my thread. Its one of the reasons i removed the research info, i cant recommend this method, im glad the product is off the market, it isnt safe for any of gods creatures. I cant help but to think of all those poor animals who cant tell us this hurts, a lot. While this has enabled the doctor to do what i really wanted. Even though i use a vastly different chemical compound, It could have been tragic if i didn't know the proper procedures like Scottie, and i do not want to be responsible for anyone using this, its too dangerous. Even with all my training, education, and research, i didn't get what i wanted, and could have hurt myself badly.

Bad things that can happen with this boys:

If the dosage isnt exact, you will kill your prostate and never orgasm again.

If the mix is slightly week, you go though pain for nothing

If its too strong, your never going to have an erection again and your never orgasm again.

if the purity is off, you can introduce a hostile element to your body with unpredictable effects.

If the sterilization didn't complete, you will get an infection that can kill you. Please note i have access to a gamma-ray sterilizer, and still had a 24 hour rating when i tested it on the counter. That means germs were present and could become dangerous in 24 hours. And that's on a million dollar machine.

If a germ rides the needle into your tests you can get an infection that can kill you.

If your injection is a little off, your hands shake, you will widen the hole and cause this stuff to leak. It will painfully eat a hole in your sack.

Did i mention the intense pain?

[Kangan (imported)]

All's well that ends well. Looks like you are nearing the end of your journey. good luck. Please keep us posted.

Injecting chemicals, using veterinary tools, and DIY surgery all have their risks. At least you didn't become a candidate for the Darwin award.

[DonFL (imported)]

My surgery got cancelled. I'm pretty upset about it, the hospital board recommended i try nerve striping again, im not interested. As a result of the neutersol, my small nut is now hard, smaller, and has no feeling in it to the point i can stick a needle in it and not feel it. The cord on that side is alive, its the only part that has feeling. The other side is partly hard, where its hard there is no feeling. The still soft part has feeling, the cords on both sides are still hurting allot, no change before or after neutersol. I have an appointment with a urologist at a university in a few weeks, if i cant convince them to do it I'm going down to Cuba or up to Philadelphia.