Yes, sorry about that, I wasnt thinking completely clearly when I posted the above;

I have already arranged a consolation about it, but I was hoping to get some feedback from those who have had it (admitaddly, I didnt make that clear, sorry :P)

What I do want to know is, how do you feel, mentally ...

Castration...something which appeals to me, and does not appeal to me, yet, I think I prefer it. I ask of you to guide me here;

I am not someone who likes this base instinct, this 'libido'. It annoys me to think I am sharing my mind with such an instinctual drive.

I cannot deny that I am not ...