i did try the chemical route but i had a reaction to the drugs (i dont know what they where) i didnt have good support from my doctor and i was uncomfortable seeing him about it so i just let it go, i mentioned it to a physchiatrist too when i was in hospital because of depression and suicide ...

Im guessing you cant just ring up and book an apointment, where can i find out about what steps you have to go through before Dr.Kimmel will agree to castrate you?