Herbally acquired breasts- how reversible?
Posted: Fri Jan 04, 2008 9:53 pm
Short (you don't need to read long, you can help just by answering this):
I just started an herbal regiment (saw palmetto, black cohosh) with the goal of partial feminization: decreased body hair, female fat deposition, soft skin, etc. I'm only 4 days in and my breasts are already starting to "bud" and grow significantly. I like it in a kinky way but I don't want a full transition - just partial, without big conspicuous boobs.
If I continue taking herbs just to see how my breasts develop with no intention of keeping them, will I be able to reverse the growth--at least partially if not completely--and go back to a normal size if I stop taking them?
Long:
I'm gay. This I am sure of: since age 7 when I tested my sisters panties in secret, on into puberty when my lusts directed themselves to my male friends. I'm 22 now and as certain as ever in my sexuality. For various social and familial reasons (that I don't want this conversation to digress towards!) I keep it private. So, though I seek physical feminization, I only want to become more androgynous and femmy. Still a guy, no full transition, but a feminine guy, and in ways that are not so overt as would be with big boobs.
I've always had a girly fat profile. No matter how much I ate I never seemed to build up a classic guy's "gut," instead my butt, thighs, and breasts would take the load. My sister once remarked derisively that I had a "badonkadonk" with no idea of the private pleasure I took from it. I also developed male secondary sexual characteristics relatively slowly (was asked if I shaved my legs in high school), and I still can't grow facial hair outside of the goatee region. I have a hunch that the same hormonal balance that caused such femininity in my development is responsible for my homosexuality, but that's another discussion.
With those hormonal notes in mind it should not be seem unrealistic that I'm seeing breast development in only 4 days. I assure you they are real and not imagined: my nipples and areolae are protruding in the manner of budding pubescent girl's with a "mound upon a mound" look and are PAINFULLY sensitive. The whole breast region is also filling up, since I already had small breasts to begin with.
It's kinky, it's really exciting and arousing to see them grow. But I fear, since my mother and sister's breasts are so large, that what I'm seeing is the tip of the iceberg
. I just don't want em that big.
My goal is only to become more androgynous.. To halt further body hair growth (the hair starting to grow on my chest scares me), to minimize current body hair, to DECREASE muscle tone and redistribute fat in a female manner. All this can be done without conspicuous attention, breast enlargement however cannot. I am also not worried about infertility or permanent shrinkage of my penis & nuts, since I have no use for them anyway.
The results I'm currently experience are from 4 days worth of (active ingredients) 320mg saw palmetto, 80-120mg black cohosh, and 140mg milk thistle. I specifically want maximum feminization and cessation of the havoc wrought by testosterone, but with marginal breast enlargement. What, herbally or hormonally, is the best way to achieve this precise goal?
I just started an herbal regiment (saw palmetto, black cohosh) with the goal of partial feminization: decreased body hair, female fat deposition, soft skin, etc. I'm only 4 days in and my breasts are already starting to "bud" and grow significantly. I like it in a kinky way but I don't want a full transition - just partial, without big conspicuous boobs.
If I continue taking herbs just to see how my breasts develop with no intention of keeping them, will I be able to reverse the growth--at least partially if not completely--and go back to a normal size if I stop taking them?
Long:
I'm gay. This I am sure of: since age 7 when I tested my sisters panties in secret, on into puberty when my lusts directed themselves to my male friends. I'm 22 now and as certain as ever in my sexuality. For various social and familial reasons (that I don't want this conversation to digress towards!) I keep it private. So, though I seek physical feminization, I only want to become more androgynous and femmy. Still a guy, no full transition, but a feminine guy, and in ways that are not so overt as would be with big boobs.
I've always had a girly fat profile. No matter how much I ate I never seemed to build up a classic guy's "gut," instead my butt, thighs, and breasts would take the load. My sister once remarked derisively that I had a "badonkadonk" with no idea of the private pleasure I took from it. I also developed male secondary sexual characteristics relatively slowly (was asked if I shaved my legs in high school), and I still can't grow facial hair outside of the goatee region. I have a hunch that the same hormonal balance that caused such femininity in my development is responsible for my homosexuality, but that's another discussion.
With those hormonal notes in mind it should not be seem unrealistic that I'm seeing breast development in only 4 days. I assure you they are real and not imagined: my nipples and areolae are protruding in the manner of budding pubescent girl's with a "mound upon a mound" look and are PAINFULLY sensitive. The whole breast region is also filling up, since I already had small breasts to begin with.
It's kinky, it's really exciting and arousing to see them grow. But I fear, since my mother and sister's breasts are so large, that what I'm seeing is the tip of the iceberg
My goal is only to become more androgynous.. To halt further body hair growth (the hair starting to grow on my chest scares me), to minimize current body hair, to DECREASE muscle tone and redistribute fat in a female manner. All this can be done without conspicuous attention, breast enlargement however cannot. I am also not worried about infertility or permanent shrinkage of my penis & nuts, since I have no use for them anyway.
The results I'm currently experience are from 4 days worth of (active ingredients) 320mg saw palmetto, 80-120mg black cohosh, and 140mg milk thistle. I specifically want maximum feminization and cessation of the havoc wrought by testosterone, but with marginal breast enlargement. What, herbally or hormonally, is the best way to achieve this precise goal?