Impotent husband, 40 mg Paxil
Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 11:52 pm
Being cuckolded was not easy for me when my wife first starting seeing other men. My wife let me know in no uncertain terms, that she was not interested in fucking me anymore and suggested castration or at least removing one nut to "slow me down". She knew I was masturbating frequently, since we were not fucking anymore.
She and I visited a women counselor, who prescribed a heavy dose of Paxil, to control my masturbation. It stops guys from being able to orgasm. She prescribes up to 60 mg a day, to help control men's orgasms.
In three days I stopped being able to achive orgasm. I still tried hard, but no matter what, I just could not ejaculate. My balls hurt for the first 10 days or so, which my wife thought was very funny.
My drive steadily deminished to now after 3 years on Paxil, I have very little sex drive, few erections (not very hard) and go for long periods without thinking about sex. A huge change from when I first went to the doctor.
The counselor said it would reduce my drive in time, but I had no idea it would do this much. She said some patients required stronger meds to get their masculinity under control, so I thought this would be a mild effect.
My wife has done alot of ball play over this time also, and I wonder what effect that may be having on me. She has used elastrator bands on my nuts many times and also done some saline injection right into my testicals. My balls have much less sensitivity than they once had and are definitely smaller in size.
When I look back, it shocking the change I've gone thru, but like I said, sex is just not that important to me any longer. My wife keeps telling me its great that I am becoming impotent and sexless. She says I seem more content about her screwing other men now, and that my fucking days ended along time ago; the only thing I'm missing is the frustration.
A month ago, I accidently opened a package addressed to her. It contained Androcur! When I showed it to her, she said a girlfriend had it mailed to our house, so her husband would not see it. She swore it was not for me and that she would not trick me into taking a drug like that. She admitted to helping a friend trick her husband into chemical castration, so I wonder it she has used it on me. That would definitly explain my drastic change of sex drive.
Most days I just don't care if I ever have any form of sex again.
She and I visited a women counselor, who prescribed a heavy dose of Paxil, to control my masturbation. It stops guys from being able to orgasm. She prescribes up to 60 mg a day, to help control men's orgasms.
In three days I stopped being able to achive orgasm. I still tried hard, but no matter what, I just could not ejaculate. My balls hurt for the first 10 days or so, which my wife thought was very funny.
My drive steadily deminished to now after 3 years on Paxil, I have very little sex drive, few erections (not very hard) and go for long periods without thinking about sex. A huge change from when I first went to the doctor.
The counselor said it would reduce my drive in time, but I had no idea it would do this much. She said some patients required stronger meds to get their masculinity under control, so I thought this would be a mild effect.
My wife has done alot of ball play over this time also, and I wonder what effect that may be having on me. She has used elastrator bands on my nuts many times and also done some saline injection right into my testicals. My balls have much less sensitivity than they once had and are definitely smaller in size.
When I look back, it shocking the change I've gone thru, but like I said, sex is just not that important to me any longer. My wife keeps telling me its great that I am becoming impotent and sexless. She says I seem more content about her screwing other men now, and that my fucking days ended along time ago; the only thing I'm missing is the frustration.
A month ago, I accidently opened a package addressed to her. It contained Androcur! When I showed it to her, she said a girlfriend had it mailed to our house, so her husband would not see it. She swore it was not for me and that she would not trick me into taking a drug like that. She admitted to helping a friend trick her husband into chemical castration, so I wonder it she has used it on me. That would definitly explain my drastic change of sex drive.
Most days I just don't care if I ever have any form of sex again.
