Hey some of you might be interested -- I've posted some pictures of the genital injuries I incurred from the dominatrix in September. Warning they show male nudity.

Here are some "before" pictures:

- Me naked in August:

http://www.agilroyfiles.dhs.org/pene/august.jpg

- Close up of my erect genitals (banded with hair elastic):

http://www.agilroyfiles.dhs.org/pene/penetd2.jpg

Here are some "after" pictures:

- This is three days after the dominatrix session. Note the HUGE testicle swelling as well as the scars and abrasions:

http://www.agilroyfiles.dhs.org/pene/injury.jpg

- This is about three months after (December). My testicles have severely atrophied, and my penis is shrinking due to lack of erections/testosterone. Note my testicles are hard as rocks:

http://www.agilroyfiles.dhs.org/pene/atrophy.JPG

Anyway, thought some of you might be interested ...

Ouch.

Sorry, couldn't resist. You've got a lot of balls to post those pics for the world to see ...

Yeesh, did I say that?

I'll shut up now.

Wow, you look androgynous (in a good way).

Happousai,

Thanks, actually I enjoyed your compliment.

I have always felt that too, but the interesting thing is I am very heterosexual not bisexual. I have explored this a lot, and I am quite sure I am only sexually interested in women. I tried twice to have sex with men, but I couldn't do it -- their bodies felt "icky" to me and I didn't like their odor, or anything. I also strongly identify with the male gender, and enjoy violence (and violent sports), traditional male interests (cars, girls, booze, heavy metal music). My mannerisms are very male.

However, you are right that I also have physical androgeny. Broad shoulders but also broad hips. Smooth skin but male hair pattern. Sensuous lips but male eyebrows. Etc.

Perhaps the most interesting thing is to look at the picture of the swollen testicles and consider how if my genitals were missing, and if I were less hairy, that my abdomen, hips and thighs would look just like a womans. It kinda looks to me like my male genitals were just stuck on me and are superfluous.

Anyway, I appreciate the comments. Anyone else have feedback?

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SplitDick (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 16, 2002 10:22 am Perhaps the most interesting thing is to look at the picture of the swollen testicles and consider how if my genitals were missing, and if I were less hairy, that my abdomen, hips and thighs would look just like a womans. It kinda looks to me like my male genitals were just stuck on me and are superfluous.

Anyway, I appreciate the comments. Anyone else have feedback?

Well you are not the only that has thought that way. Until I was put on HRT by the doc I thought my leges just looked like a womans (15 on now I'm a old fart 55). Now they just look a little more male:(

But taking the hormones, you have to watch for side effects.

_g

> I have always felt [androgynous] too, but the interesting thing is I

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SplitDick (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 16, 2002 10:22 am am very heterosexual not bisexual.

Maybe you're a lesbian trapped in a man's body.

happousai (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 16, 2002 6:29 pm >

Maybe you're a lesbian trapped in a man's body.

Well I guess that would be better than having your body in a lesbian man trap, another nightmare entirely.

Shape of body parts are partly genetic, partly hormonal,

and partly lifestyle.

There are quite a few feminine heterosexuals, and a lot of masculine homosexuals. There are also a lot of guys who are big sissies outside but could fuck a moose, and a lot of guys who are lumberjacks (hah) who love being dominated.

Short point? Do'nt generalize.

Also, avoid things like "this is how things should be", cause there is no way things should be. Accept things as they are.

If you want to wack your genitals off, and you accept it as that, that's cool. But if you want to wack your genitals off because you think you look like your long lost sister, that's a problem!

Be careful of SSRI's, today you feel good, but after your body adjusts, your old desires will come back twice as strong, and your inhibitions half as much.

Shrinks can lead you in a lot of directions, but in the end, its only you inside your head. Decide for yourself where you want to be, and help yourself get there.

regards

happousai (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 16, 2002 6:29 pm > I have always felt [androgynous] too, but the interesting thing is I

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happousai (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 16, 2002 6:29 pm =1013815320]
am very heterosexual not bisexual.
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Maybe you're a lesbian trapped in a man's body.

I think that's what I am!

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