Hi everyone. I'm timmi and I live in Philadelphia. I was castrated by Dr. Spector in 2000. I began my transformation from male to female immediately afterwards, but stopped in 2002 (because of religious conflicts). My body has been noticeably feminized. Even after about 5 years on T, much of the change was not reversed. My face remained feminine. I suspect that, because of my chubbiness, a lot of the T was converted to estradiol by aromatase.

Now I'm resuming my transformation. I'm taking my female hormones again, along with Spironolactone and Avodart. I would be happy to share my photos with anyone who emails me and tells me a little about himself.

I have been lurking here at eunuch.org for a long time. I especially enjoy and appreciate the stories.

timmi

I assume your post contained a typo if you have been castrated....

M to F or F to M ??

kristoff wrote: Sun Sep 09, 2007 10:10 am I assume your post contained a typo if you have been castrated....

M to F or F to M ??

Thanks, Kristoff! I'm m2f. I corrected the typo!

Welcome aboard,

River

That stinks about the speed bump due to the religion conflicts. Personally, I'm spiritual but not religious, but I respect those that practice the various religions.

What are your intentions, castration? SRS? I am considering the castration but I dont know yet about the SRS. I know some people have ill feelings towards those that are pre-op, but are ok with post-op. I dont completely understand why, except if the whole "she still has a penis" is the only problem. At this point, I wouldnt want to give up mine, but I suppose if I ever reached the point where I could be sexually satisfied without it then perhaps. Some reach climax with just anal stimulation, and no stim to the sex glands. I often fantasize what it would be like to have a pussy, but then after seeing women use strap-ons, because they lack the equipment, I think TS/TG and especially hermaphrodites are the ultimate sex partners. The only thing a genetic female would stand for then is just for the need of child birth, and no... I'm not saying they are otherwise worthless, I like women just as well.

What are your intentions, castration? SRS?

Well, I have already been castrated. And in fact, my scrotum healed in a manner that makes it look as though I have labia. Many men have commented on this. (Again, I can provide photos upon request and would welcome comments.)

If I could push a button and have a fully functioning vagina, I would do it. However, I also recognize that due to my size (6'1" with very big feet) I cannot really expect to pass. (True, five years ago I was being called "ma'am," but just as often, one guy would say to another guy right after I passed them things like "Trans" or "That's a guy.") I feel that I am "transgenderist," in the sense of someone who does not try to present completely in the sex opposite the birth sex. My motivations are largely sexual. Most guys who want to have sex with someone like me want to see at least a little penis (which is what I have). However, I also recognize that it might also make sense to do what feels right to me and then to meet a man who is attracted to me as I am. Anyway, this is a stream of consciousness that shows where I am on SRS.

I've also thought about a cosmetic vagina (removal of the penis, shaping of labia, no hole).

timmi

Timmi07 (imported) wrote: Sun Sep 09, 2007 4:14 pm Well, I have already been castrated. And in fact, my scrotum healed in a manner that makes it look as though I have labia. Many men have commented on this. (Again, I can provide photos upon request and would welcome comments.)

If I could push a button and have a fully functioning vagina, I would do it. However, I also recognize that due to my size (6'1" with very big feet) I cannot really expect to pass. (True, five years ago I was being called "ma'am," but just as often, one guy would say to another guy right after I passed them things like "Trans" or "That's a guy.") I feel that I am "transgenderist," in the sense of someone who does not try to present completely in the sex opposite the birth sex. My motivations are largely sexual. Most guys who want to have sex with someone like me want to see at least a little penis (which is what I have). However, I also recognize that it might also make sense to do what feels right to me and then to meet a man who is attracted to me as I am. Anyway, this is a stream of consciousness that shows where I am on SRS.

I've also thought about a cosmetic vagina (removal of the penis, shaping of labia, no hole).

timmi

Thanks for sharing. I wish you the best on your path. Its most important to make yourself happy foremost. Others pick up on that and can add to the value of their attraction.

That advice is easier to give then to actually follow, at least for me and worrying about everyone else...

hi and welcome to the board. May i ask why you are taking spiro and Avodart even though your castrate? The amount of T & DHT you naturally from your secondary source make isn't going to be anything significant, certainly not enough to affect your feminizing.. The DHT suppressor alone should take out any remaining anti-feminizing hormones without being rough on your liver & kidneys like spiro is..

I'm glad your back on your path to self fulfillment, its near impossible to suppress what your mind truly wants.

I wonder if they could do a sexualy functional vagina below your dick and leave you with both.. lol...

DonFL (imported) wrote: Mon Sep 10, 2007 6:06 am hi and welcome to the board. May i ask why you are taking spiro and Avodart even though your castrate? The amount of T & DHT you naturally from your secondary source make isn't going to be anything significant, certainly not enough to affect your feminizing.. The DHT suppressor alone should take out any remaining anti-feminizing hormones without being rough on your liver & kidneys like spiro is..

I'm glad your back on your path to self fulfillment, its near impossible to suppress what your mind truly wants.

I wonder if they could do a sexualy functional vagina below your dick and leave you with both.. lol...

I saw a few pics of someone that had done that, on bme. Looks pretty hot. Not sure how functional the vagina is, or what would be involved. The vagina didnt really have a clit or lips to it, basically just a hole. I would imagine a good surgeon can take whats left of the sack and make it into something.

You would have to split the penis in half somewhere down below unless it was just a cosmetic non-functioning vagina.