hi guys i have been reading alot of the posts on the forum over the last few days and the more i read the more it re-affirms in my mind that complete genital nullification is what i want, there are many reasons why i feel this way.

I have always been aware that something was not right with my body,but i could never put a finger on it. Wether i was too afraid to or unable to pinpoint it i can not say for sure. A few years ago i got married and performed all the duties a husband should, including sexually, i realise now after i have been seperated from my wife for nearly 2years that i was doing the sex thing because it was expected of me(it never felt comfortable or veryright for me to be doing it). But now after having done alot of soul searching i have come to realise that i do not have any sexual feeling towards men or women, therefore it seemsto me that to have genitals that i do not need is rahter redundant!

I am not really sure where to turn to take the next steps so any advice would be most welcome.

You are not alone. There are a number of us who want nullification also, although for some it is for different reasons.

i am glad i found this site as i now know that i am among others who feel the same as i do,hope to speak to more of you soon

Please take your time and think through this. Start with castration and see if that satisfies your desire, if not, then get the rest removed. You might want to start with chemical castration to see how you feel.

I would completely agree with Hash. Start slow with chemicals first and make sure you can handle the changes your body will go through. If you can handle that then look at complete castration and then the final step. Just a suggestion

If I could find a way to get complete nullification by a licensed/practicing urologist and have it covered by my medical insurance, I would not hesitate.