My original reason for being on EA was because of a lifetime of penectomy fantasies. I wanted to find people with similar thoughts, to see what others thought of the subject, and generally make sure I wasn't alone. I never really had any fantasies about losing my balls, though. Not until recently, anyway. Maybe it stems from reading the stories and member posts here, but lately I've been more aware of my testicles - I don't know how else to describe it. I simply notice them, sense them, and focus on them, not just during sexual situations, but in everyday settings. I don't want to lose them any more than I want to lose my cock, but I have started wondering what it would feel like if they were gone. I'm guessing I'd feel some incredible void, where I once felt such pleasurable stirrings.

stewie69 (imported) wrote: Thu Jun 14, 2007 11:11 am My original reason for being on EA was because of a lifetime of penectomy fantasies. I wanted to find people with similar thoughts, to see what others thought of the subject, and generally make sure I wasn't alone. I never really had any fantasies about losing my balls, though. Not until recently, anyway. Maybe it stems from reading the stories and member posts here, but lately I've been more aware of my testicles - I don't know how else to describe it. I simply notice them, sense them, and focus on them, not just during sexual situations, but in everyday settings. I don't want to lose them any more than I want to lose my cock, but I have started wondering what it would feel like if they were gone. I'm guessing I'd feel some incredible void, where I once felt such pleasurable stirrings.

I'm guessing that you would be right.

One way to get rid of your fantasies is to have them cut off. Works every time.

Perhaps, but I'd much rather ponder the "what if", than long to have them back. I still really enjoy using them