That was a very interesting story. I especially liked the "drop your pants" game at the beginning. Amy most likely had not been molested. 6-year olds are naturally curious about their bodies and those of their peers. Any child psychologist can tell you that.

However, the girl with the scissors probably overheard her parents threatening her brother. That would not be something a 6-year old would dream up on her own.

The fantasy that the boy had about developing a vagina after castration rang bells with me. Great story.

Thanks very much! I'm glad you found it interesting. It was my first story and I was a little unsure about posting it. I typed up most of it several years ago, as a way of helping to get over all the memories during a particularly difficult time in my life. Only took a little bit of work to make it a decent story.

I always wondered if Wendy (the girl who was obsessed with cutting) maybe had a transgendered M to F relative, and that might have been where she got the idea.

I'm glad you liked the fantasy scene. I had similar fantasies a few times pre-puberty, and a lot more than a few times during my teens and twenties.

The "drop your pants" game was another very vivid memory for me. Mainly because it was the first time I ever seen a girl naked... I think everyone probably remembers vividly thier first time seeing the opposite sex naked (hmm... That might be an interesting question to start another thread with!)

Thanks for your story. Really great!!

Can you do another story, where a young farm girl castrates a young boy(or a few boys) by elastrator banding and then leaving him alone with his dying balls.

Also a story about a child girl gang having fun by castrating little boys from an enemy gang with elastrator banding would be a great stuff!

So you can see am a great banding fan, i would really be happy if you can do some sort of this too.

THanks very much

Bander (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 16, 2007 11:20 am Thanks for your story. Really great!!

Can you do another story, where a young farm girl castrates a young boy(or a few boys) by elastrator banding and then leaving him alone with his dying balls.

Also a story about a child girl gang having fun by castrating little boys from an enemy gang with elastrator banding would be a great stuff!

So you can see am a great banding fan, i would really be happy if you can do some sort of this too.

THanks very much

Here's (http://www.eunuch.org/Alpha/D/ea_204448down_on_.htm) one such story I wrote, if you're interested.

A great story! I enjoyed it.

Thanks to you Slammr!!

I have read your story a few times;) Its really great.

Maybe you can also write another banding story

The drawings on your homepage are excellent. Especially the elastrator banding pictures form "Tjstill" are great. Do you have more of this stuff?

Thanks

Bander (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 18, 2007 12:26 pm Thanks to you Slammr!!

I have read your story a few times;) Its really great.

Slammr writes really great stories. And I hope Prudence will write more stories. What I like in both authors - they express so well the very thoughts and feelings of my own childhood.

These are from Slammr:

"I thought balls were ugly, two strange, unnecessary appendages, hanging from my dick. I was ambivalent about my dick. Except that it always got hard now, it had been mostly something to pee through; but I hated my balls. I couldn't understand why boys had them; they just got in the way; and they hurt when they were hit."

And these are from Prudence:

"I imagined myself naked, and between my legs looking just like Amy did when she pulled her pants down in front of us only a few days before, with only a little slit between my legs instead of my penis... But I can remember thinking how fun it would be to wear that dress and those shoes, and how it would be really really neat to have a little slit between my legs just like Amy did!"

Yes, they are just the exact thoughts that dwelled in my mind.

Thanks everyone, both here and in P.M.'s (Private Messages) for your kind words and shared thoughts! I'm amazed that people (Kangan, Jeanio, and others in P.M.'s) have or had similar fantasies to mine. For a long time I thought maybe I was just "weird". It is good to know there are others who have had these type of thoughts. Thanks so much for sharing!

I am planning to write more stories.

What will probably be the first two, are based on dreams and/or daydreams I had after the events described in "Four girls and a boy". They have similar themes to it (ie: penectomy and tg). But since they weren't real-life, the events progress a lot further...

I also have some ideas for stories with different themes, including ideas for one on banding (as per Bander's request). I've never done a banding story before, or had any banding fantasies, but I have read a few banding stories (including Slammrs) and I think I could do a good (or at least decent) story.

It might be just a little while though. I tend to work a lot of overtime and it is sometimes hard to find the time to write. At present, one of my 'dream/daydream' stories is about 50% done, the other is about 15% done. The banding story is about 10% done (just some notes on general plot, and some brief notes on characters, but no actual story yet).

I'm trying really hard to get at least one of these done before I do too much work on the others... Because I don't want to end up with a dozen unfinished works!! I'll probably try to complete the one "dream/daydream" story first since it is the closest to being done.

By the way, nice work Slammr (on both the above story, and others). You've got some talent!

Thanks, Prudence, and to return the compliment, you wrote a good story, all that much more interesting because it was true. I'm eager to see whatever else you might post.

If anyone is interested, I posted my earliest penectomy fantasy in the Penectomy Board under the "Earliest Memories" thread.

I was thinking of maybe turning this idea into a story too. Its almost a story now...

Here's the link:

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=10042

Here's the path:

Eunuch Archive Message Boards > Archive Special Interest Groups > Archive Penectomy Forums > Penectomy Bulletin Board > Earliest memories?

(with profuse apologies if this post goes against rules or "nettiquete"!!)