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Playing Fantasy vs Reality

Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2007 7:46 am
by Hot (imported)
I enjoy reading the posts here as I am sure most of us do. I wonder how many that fantasize or claim to want to have their nuts removed would actually make the decision and have the surgery performed if it was readily available.

I have masturbated for years to the thought of someone castrating me or my wife castrating me. In other words I get some of my 'jollies' that way LOL....now I wouldn't have any fun that way if my nuts were really gone. Realizing that still I continue to pursue self gratification regularly. Many is the time I stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom and jack off thinking of being castrated so I cannot jack off or fuck anymore as the semen squirts on a tissue or saucer on the vanity. Watching my cum squirt seems such a pleasure and the thought of that being taken away just makes me have a powerful orgasm.

My wife has played with me some with my fantasy too as I had shared my fantasy of being castrated by her, she found it amusing but it made her quite sexually excited at the time also. She has taken my nuts in her hand and dug her fingernails into my sac and really squeezed my testicles hard to see how much pain I could take. She said: so you want me to castrate you? She told me it will hurt much more than this, just remember that. Then when I would have to ask her to stop because it hurt too much, she caused enough pain that I would go soft, she would then suck me hard and we would fuck. After I cum all the thoughts of being nutted go away.

Another fantasy is what we call the other man fantasy. In this the other man visits weekly or lives with us. When the other man is here my wife will only let him fuck her.I am made to watch and told if I get a hard on she will have me castrated. She tells me she will have the other man castrate me. She tells me I deserve to be castrated for encouraging her to fuck the other man. It becomes a punishment for me which she says she will love to watch performed.

There are others also but these are the two main ones. I wonder if there are other men with thoughts such as mine.

Thanks for sharing. Hot

Re: Playing Fantasy vs Reality

Posted: Fri Mar 30, 2007 5:13 am
by Kangan (imported)
You are not alone.

Re: Playing Fantasy vs Reality

Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 1:15 am
by DewMeAlso (imported)
I have fantasized that my woman makes me suck another man & castrates me as he comes and I swallow.

Actually doing it? At this point, probably not.

But I do have quite a scar and had emergency surgery from when I was much younger and actiually attempted self castration (before the internet or the archive existed). I told them I had dropped the butcher knife and it glanced off the counter into my sac... I got one nut out, but didn't know about how to do the tunic. I was bleeding pretty bad so I tucked it back in & went to the ER.

Re: Playing Fantasy vs Reality

Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 10:24 am
by coinflipper_21 (imported)
Hot is very lucky if his wife is turned on by the notion. There seem to be very few women who enjoy playing this fantasy. I have met some of them. Read my non-fiction contribution, "Flying Finns", in the story archive. Let's just say that their little castration fantasy game started off the night with a real jolt!

I have had a couple of other partners who were into it also. One of them was a dyed-in-the-wool, spike heels and black leather domme. She did a simulated castration on me that went so far as her showing me my "balls" in a bowl. She had me thinking that she had really done it until I took off the bandages and checked. I don't think that it would have the same shock value, now that I know how the trick is done, but repeating that session would still be an exciting experience.

I brought up this fantasy with my wife, once, and it has never been mentioned again. My wife is a therapist and considers it diagnostic.

Coinflipper

Re: Playing Fantasy vs Reality

Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 6:41 am
by Douglas Adams (imported)
coinflipper_21 (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 31, 2007 10:24 am Hot is very lucky if his wife is turned on by the notion. There seem to be very few women who enjoy playing this fantasy. I have met some of them. Read my non-fiction contribution, "Flying Finns", in the story archive. Let's just say that their little castration fantasy game started off the night with a real jolt!

I have had a couple of other partners who were into it also. One of them was a dyed-in-the-wool, spike heels and black leather domme. She did a simulated castration on me that went so far as her showing me my "balls" in a bowl. She had me thinking that she had really done it until I took off the bandages and checked. I don't think that it would have the same shock value, now that I know how the trick is done, but repeating that session would still be an exciting experience.

I brought up this fantasy with my wife, once, and it has never been mentioned again. My wife is a therapist and considers it diagnostic.

Coinflipper

Since she considers it "diagnostic" perhaps you might be able to convince her to cross over into the "research" phase. Acting out the castration fantasy with you might give her some insight into the diagnostic aspect. ....... I know, it sounds like a pathetic attempt to talk her into playing your game, but it might be worth a try. :)

Re: Playing Fantasy vs Reality

Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 11:14 am
by Hot (imported)
Thanks for the comments and replies. Glad to know I am not alone. I didn't think I was. ;>)

Re: Playing Fantasy vs Reality

Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 3:45 pm
by genderless (imported)
You're definetly not alone with that fantasy. I share a similar one myself except I have no wife to work with.

Re: Playing Fantasy vs Reality

Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 4:17 pm
by Hot (imported)
My wife is not as enthusiastic about it as she once was. :>)

My desire is to just have testicles removed, leaving me with penis that is

not functional LOL

Re: Playing Fantasy vs Reality

Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 6:40 pm
by I Worship Women (imported)
I think there are two groups here at Eunuch Archive. Those into castration reality, and those into castration fantasy. I am into castration fantasy. I don't have a wife or a woman to act out my fantasies with me, however.

I have femdom castration fantasies about castration performed by a woman or by women. There are also some fetishes that are a part of my femdom castration fantasies. For example, in my fantasies I'm always wearing a long sleeve shirt with my sleeves down and my arms completely covered in long sleeves. The castratrix is always wearing a long sleeve shirt and she rolls up her sleeves rolling them up above her elbows to perform the castration.

I have found some sites on the internet with films used to teach veterinary students. Some show a veterinarian castrating a large male dog, in some of them the veterinarian performing the castration is a woman. I have watched these films masturbating as I imagined a very beautiful dominant woman is performing that operation on me.

I have also downloaded some full size pictures of a beautiful woman's face enlarged to full screen size, and I have masturbated imagining that this woman is standing over me, her sleeves rolled up above her elbows, and that she is surgically castrating me and I look into her eyes imagining her performing castration surgery on me and my manhood is being destroyed at her hands.

I think that what I'm really searching for through my femdom castration fantasies is not so much actual physical castration performed by a woman or by women. I think what I'm really searching for is what femdom castration performed by a women symbolizes and represents in terms of female power, female domination, female omnipotence and male weakness and inferiority, male submission, and male worship of women as God.

My femdom castration fantasies and the fetishes that go along with them all seem to symbolize and represent these things very much.

Maybe that's what most people with femdom castration fantasies are really searching for. Both the men with fantasies about being castrated by a woman and the women who have fantasies where she herself castrates a man. Maybe what those with femdom castration fantasies are really searching for is not actual surgical removal of the testicles by a woman and the destruction of his manhood at the hands of a woman. Maybe what they are really searching for is what femdom castration performed by women symbolizes and represents in terms of female power, female dominance, female omnipotence and male inferiority, male submission, and male worship of women as God. A situation where the man is completely under the power and control of women as if women are God Herself.

Could that be what we are really searching for through our femdom castration fantasies and fetishes?

Re: Playing Fantasy vs Reality

Posted: Wed Aug 29, 2007 4:15 am
by Hot (imported)
Very excellent analysis. I think also that for each of us situations may vary some. In my case I find as I get older and my wife is not quite as interested in sex as she once was, although she is always willing, I find myself thinking more often of being castrated.

While most of my fantasy is a woman taking my family jewels I also have fantasy of a man taking them and he replaces me as to sexual position with my wife. Something about the thought of a man that is fucking my wife having me castrated or doing it himself is a turn on for me.

Would like to see the clip of the woman veterinarian performing the castration on the large dog. I will have to try and locate it.

Thanks for some really deep thought analysis on our subject.