hi people,

i'm a 23y boy from Rome, and i'm interest to circumcision, castration and penictomy.

I don't speak very well english, so forgiveme for my errors.

I was phimotic so my dad forced me to circumcision when i was 12, and for

previous years he tried to stretch my tight foreskin. It was (both, stretching and circumcision) extremly painfull and embarassing. Now when i see/read story or images about castration or penoctomy, or circumcision, i'm feel like when i was child: hurts and humilated. And i like it.

Hi there:

Surprised that no one has welcomed you to the EA. You will find it and interesting place to talk reasonably about most things. Are you just an interested spectator or do you think you want to do more? It sounds like you had an embarrassing experience with your circumcision. I guess that your father was well meaning. Do you think your interest here comes from that?

Your english is fine so don't let that hold you up. This is a pretty tolerant place

Any way welcome to the EA and enjoy it here

Regards

Francis

jetleg: Welcome!! I must have missed your first post. --FLO--

jetleg (imported) wrote: Thu Mar 29, 2007 5:32 am I was phimotic so my dad forced me to circumcision when i was 12, and for

previous years he tried to stretch my tight foreskin. It was (both, stretching and circumcision) extremly painfull and embarassing. Now when i see/read story or images about castration or penoctomy, or circumcision, i'm feel like when i was child: hurts and humilated. And i like it.

Classic example of childhood experience producing an adult fantasy. Thank you for sharing this.

Are there any others who have had a parent "abuse" them? I put "abuse" in quotes because I am not convinced that it is necessarily abuse (if you get my drift).

thanks to all!

Francis (imported) wrote: Tue Apr 17, 2007 7:02 pm Are you just an interested spectator or do you think you want to do more?

i really don't know yet

Francis (imported) wrote: Tue Apr 17, 2007 7:02 pm It sounds like you had an embarrassing experience with your circumcision. I guess that y

Kangan (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 18, 2007 7:56 am our father was well meaning. Do you think your interest here comes from that?

i'm absolutly

sure!

I put "abuse" in quotes because I am not convinced that it is necessarily abuse (if you get my drift).

are you right, nobody raped me, but i'm felt as it. In italy circumcision is very rare things, so from a little kid view i'm felt humiliated and amputated, and now i would like feel the same again, but i don't understand why.

jetleg (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 22, 2007 2:19 am nobody raped me, but i'm felt as it. In italy circumcision is very rare things, so from a little kid view i'm felt humiliated and amputated, and now i would like feel the same again, but i don't understand why.

Jetleg, have you ever discussed this with a counselor or psychologist?

I had my tonsils removed as a child, but I don't have any urges for that. I guess sex organs are special somehow....

This sort of thing might explain some of our other members' fascination with penetectomy, etc.

No, i never discussed this with any psycologist, just with some friends, but anyone understood really how i feel