I know everyone hears this all the time but Im becoming more and more fixated on the idea of being castrated.I think I have a normal sex drive and enjoy it but the idea of losing my balls grows more interesting by the day to the point where Im startin to hate them hangin there.I have also started abusing them and binding them.

Has anyone actually felt the same and actually done it?

How did u feel after ?

Low hormones result. You might well expect a form of depression, weight gain, lack of energy, mood darkening, total lack of sex drive, anxiety. Riding a horse will be less painfull!

Mininuts (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 07, 2007 1:21 am I know everyone hears this all the time but Im becoming more and more fixated on the idea of being castrated.I think I have a normal sex drive and enjoy it but the idea of losing my balls grows more interesting by the day to the point where Im startin to hate them hangin there.I have also started abusing them and binding them.

Has anyone actually felt the same and actually done it?

How did u feel after ?

Hmmm.

How do you feel about your nose?

I like being a eunuch. My only advice is be DAMN SURE you want it before you go for it.

Mininuts (imported) wrote: Wed Mar 07, 2007 1:21 am I know everyone hears this all the time but Im becoming more and more fixated on the idea of being castrated.I think I have a normal sex drive and enjoy it but the idea of losing my balls grows more interesting by the day to the point where Im startin to hate them hangin there.I have also started abusing them and binding them.

Has anyone actually felt the same and actually done it?

How did u feel after ?

Did all this start before or after you discovered this board? Reading what goes on here and some of the stories can have quite an effect on some people. There are many here that have or feel some of the things you do. Before you go chopping your nuts off, there is a lot to consider. In your profile you say you are straight. Do you have a wife or girl friend involved in your life. Your still rather young. You might find your not through with the capabilities of you balls yet. I am a balless male and am very happy about it, but I am 55. I also inject testosterone so I can still perform as a male and not have all the problems involved with not having hormones in my system. Yes, not having those things hanging between my legs feels great, but it comes at a price. The surgery isn't cheap and the medications to keep feeling normal can cost also and you may need a doctors help in getting what you need. It is also not easy finding someone qualified or willing to de-ball you. You usually need to have a good reason for castration before a doctor will help and then it's not easy. Some of your fellow Englishmen have stated it's very difficult to get it done in England. You would probably need to go to ORR in Belgium or to Thailand.

It sounds like you might have a little body dyphoria that is causing your problems. This can be caused by a chemical imbalance. You should get a good physical from your doctor and have your hormone levels checked. Be careful what you do to yourself as you might find you've gone farther than you wanted and there is no going back. Read all you can about becoming a eunuch. Is that something you could live with? As I said I am a balless male, which requires maintenance. I don't think I would be happy without some kind of hormones in my system. The best advice I can give is to read, tell your doctor what your feeling and read some more. It's a big decision to be castrated and one you have to live with. There's no going back.

Read my posts about my castration fixation. I had a normal sex life too, but I could not stop thinking about getting castrated either. My desire to be castrated grew and grew and I had trouble concentrating on anything else. You are in grave danger of trying to castrate yourself and the result could be deadly. If you don't die you might end up in the hospital and psych ward. Take the steps to get it done right or see a shrink to help you deal with it and or who will give you a letter that will tell urologists that you need to be castrated. Just don't try to castrate yourself on your own or enlist some back alley castrator.

Hash

I couldn't agree with Hash & Hairless. Be 100% sure that you can live the remainder of you life as a Eunuch. Do the research and make sure that your goals are well defined. If you still want to perform sexually as a male, try to budget the monthly cost of what testosterone replacement will cost you. It is a life time commitment. Hopefully you are going to be making big bucks.

The idea of being castrated can and may become a fixation that impedes your ability to do nothing else but think, fantasize and act out life as a eunuch. Walk Lightly. Being a Eunuch is as you will it. If it is you and is what you were meant to be it will be as you will it.

PaulJenne'

PaulJenne' (imported) wrote: Fri Mar 16, 2007 4:48 pm I couldn't agree with Hash & Hairless.

PaulJenne'

I think you mean "I couldn't agree MORE with Hash & Hairless." At least that is my interpretation. --FLO--

I too agree with Hairless and Hash. My interest is in penectomy rather than castration, but the same fixation can occur. I find the advice given elswhere about trying testostereon-suppresants for a while sound. Talk to a doctor about it, and then you will know the effects of not having sexual hormones in your system first hand.

Also I think it helps staying off thinking about it for a period. (Of course you shouldn't sit around thinking "I won't think about castration. I won't think about castration..." Somehow that won't work. ) I have sometimes purposedly occupied myself with other things to avoid reinforcing thoughts that may lead to fixation and even be harmful and to deflect my attention from the entire subject for a period of time - at least that will give some relief if the thoughts start to get overwhelming.

Later, if the thoughts return as strong, you will know that they are not a temporary fixation but probably a genuine need that you feel.