I am putting this in the fantasy section since it is not yet a reality. I considered putting it in the Eunuch Lifestyle secton but was not sure if it fit there.

I have had a fantasy for many years, at least 10 I would say if not more. It started with wanting my dick cut off but evolved into wanting it left attached but totally mutilated.

I recently met someone in a chat room who might be willing to indulge in my fantasy. I guess I am looking for advice, comments, suggestions, before I actually go through with it. I have not made my mind up and I am sure part of me wants people to tell me not to do it, part of me wants people to say go for it. I guess it is good to have as much information before I make a decison.

In any event IF the scene goes down as we have discussed the person would visit me, we spend a few nights in a hotel room. It would start off with a series of sessions of ball kicking. The second day would move on to beating my penis, and finish out with burning it using cigarettes. The third day would be much of the same but end with drain cleaner being poured on my dick. My visitor would clean me up, bandage me, and let me rest. I assume once they leave I will seek out medical attention, not sure what I will tell them though. I will make up some kind of story so as to not implicate anyone else.

Anyhow please be kind with your responses, I get flamed enough online in chat rooms. I know what I am seeking here is very radical but hopefully some of you will give me rational ideas and suggestions.

Thanks!!

ROB

hurtmydick (hurtmydik@hotmail.com)

Far be it from me to dis your wants. However, having said that I need to express my horror that you would contemplate doing such a major change in your life with someone you met in a chat room. The possibilities for disaster are endless. No one here wants to see you ruin your life while trying to make your personal fantasies come true. There are already enough people in a bad way from trusting the wrong "new friend" and there are plenty of wrong ones out there just waiting for you. Be careful, go slow, don't meet with anyone whose motives you can't verify. Fantasy and reality are quite different things that should never be confused with each other. --FLO--

That's 'Hot'!

I'm with Uncle Flo on this one. If you want it to happen and don't know anyone else who will help you fulfill your fantasy, then I think you should plan do do it no less then six months form now. Take that time to get to know this person. Meet with him or her a few times, on neutral ground so to speek. Get aquinted, get a feel for the trustworthiness and responsibility of this person.

Then decide.

Oh, and personaly I would also stay away from the drain cleaner. Nasty stuff, could make you end up with a lot more chemical burns then you asked for.

Thank you for the replies so far. I wanted to clarify something. If I do meet this person it will not be immediately. I have met MANY people online, some for sex, some just as friends, and some have become BEST friends. I always take time to get to know the person chatting, or via email. Then the next step is to chat on the phone a few times. If that all works out then I will meet them in a public place for coffee and just to get acquainted. I would never meet someone I just talked to online. I guess my post made it sound like I was meeting this person based on ONE chat and that is not the case.

ROB

hurtmydick (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 03, 2007 3:23 pm I would never meet someone I just talked to online. I guess my post made it sound like I was meeting this person based on ONE chat and that is not the case.

Sound advice, good planning.

Two words - Jeffrey Dahmer.

Keep that in mind.