I live in Russia, where we have a nice tradition to go to the public baths once a weak, no matter whether you have a bath at home or not. At childhood my mom always took me and my younger sister to the women baths. there I first saw a pussy and loved it. I knew I had something different between legs and didn't like it. Sometimes Dad took me to the men baths and there I didn't like at all the sight of men genitals, specially their dangling balls. I always asked Mom to take me with her, I felt like I was a girl. But once I realized that I was a male. once playing with my sister in the baths she accidently happehed to slap my nude balls with her hand. The pain was so sharp I grubbed my balls and fell on the wet floor. All the little girls in the bath gathered around me and started giggling. Most of them didn't understand what had happened, they never seen ballbusted boy before. Their Moms told them about men balls and how sensitive they were. The girls giggled even more. Clutching my aching balls I was looking at the nude women and girls and envied them not having those balls between their legs, I envied them their pussies and wanted to be a girl. Since then I ever envy girls their pussy I wish to write more of my pussy envy experience next time and would like to recieve replies from the guys with the same problem. Girls are welcomed to my thread as well. genecor@mail.ru

You rEnglish is pretty good. Why don't you write us all a nice story of what you wished happened to you and your balls. If you would like, I will be happy to edit the story for you before you post it.

Iwould be glad to write and send my story, I think I'll be able to do that in a couple of days, 'cause I'm really occupied with my job at the moment. To be true I'm trying to write in English many things, some stories, poems, plays, they are not all on this topic. The only thing that I would say now that since then I always need my balls to be hurt by a nude women.

I never feel as much sexually excited as when in painful agony I clutch my aching balls and look at a nude girl's pussy, realizing she will never experience such torture, such pain and the reason you can see clearly - there are no testickles on her perfect body. All you can see between her legs is just seductive hairy triangle covering her wonderful slit. I am clutching my balls harder and harder and feel them an alien piece of flesh that has made me a helpless creature in eyes of the girl. There's no such vital point on her body that can betray her just because of the lightest hit. I can't control my balls and can't take my eys off her pussy. She's laughing at me and pacing round me. Nothing dangling between her shapely legs. I understand I will never get pussy I'm doomed to carry those balls between my legs all my life and I ask her to smash them deep into my body just with one mighty kick.

Just a little sequel. Soon Mom said that my weenie and balls are growing bigger and I must stop going to the women baths. She said I could scare little girls with my privates. It was terrible. My genitals were not only vulnerable and helpless, they awfully looked and could scare a girl. I couldn't imagine a girl's pussy was able to scare anyone. One more point for envy. And I would never see so many nude women any more and just doomed to see those funny low-hanging scrotums in the men baths. I remembered the feeling that was within me when nude women laughed at me clutching my aching balls. I wanted to feel it again, I wanted my balls busted and girls laughing at my pain. And I persuased Mom to take me to the women baths for the last time.

Know what you mean when it comes to women laughing about balls!!! I posted an add on a singlesline once and said in my profile that I loved mountain oysters and three women talked about them, the oysters of course, and laughed about them, got me off when the laughed about the balls!! Also, I seen a webpage about some women that were doing some castrations on a ranch, and one of them said that "THERE IS A CERTAIN KIND OF HUMOR THAT GOES WITH CASTRATING BULLS" THey obviously enjoy everything about it. Seen pics of women eating bull testicles with a smile, again, got me off!!! I am really surprised at the number of females that enjoy talking and doing castrations, with smiles and laughter, gets me off every time!!! Was at a vet cliinic, and a woman came out to see some bulls getting their manhood removed, and stood there and staired at the testicles for the longest time!! She seen me carrying out the oysters, the nuts, and when I came into the office where she was, she staired at my groin to see if I had a hard on, got me off again!

It is suprising how many women are interested in castration, seems more now than ever before. Maybe just more open now.