
I was castrated Dec., of 97. My penis shrunk so much that I had to sit to pee, putting my hand in front to cause the pee to be deflected down into the bowl. Then on top of that I got adhesions inside the erectile tissue, and I could not pull the dam thing out.
I eventually said "Fuck it, either I will get it to erect, or rip it off." I used a medical Vacuum pump to evacuate the air around my Cock, and it hurt like hell. My dick also got all Black, Blue, and dark Red, as the high Vacuum in the tube caused most of the capillaries, and small Veins to leak blood.
As soon as the body absorbed it all, I did it again, and kept doing it along with just grabbing my Cock and pulling Very painfully hard, and holding it thirty seconds, about twenty times a day. Now flaccid, it is between 1" and 3 & ½" long. Using the pump with not quite as strong a Vacuum, and a 10 mm = 0.39" inside diameter strong donut style Band around the base of my Cock, I can get it to 5 & 1/2", close to two" less then it was, before my castration.
What happened;
I was Poisoned by a med student, giving two medicines that separately cause 80% of the time, a loss of all testicles function. Together, they cause 100% of that, and more then a fifty percent death rate, from stroke, and heart attack.
Why I do not take HRT;
Until it was too late to sue, I was stopped from doing so. Don't ask how, I am sick of telling the same story since 1997.
I got the Patches, back at the start of March of this year. On March 10, I had about 40 small strokes, and 4 medium strokes. I went into the hospital, for some time there. I was tested, and after some time passed I was told not to take HRT. I am also on two types of Red Blood cell anti stickiness pills. And I can hemorrhage at any time.
Now why does this bother me? Because my testosterone level was always Very high, Over 1,100 total blood count till about 12/14 years ago. Then it slowed, and got lower, all the way down to about 750-/800 back in 1995. There are other problems, but the bottom line is that I have not had a natural Hardon since 12/97. Sex has always been the single most important part of my life, and now I am dead.