Those of you who follow my postings, know that in December I posted how I had gotten (purposefully) my testicles severely damaged by a dominatrix in San Fransciso.

The pain afterwards was so unbearable, and my testicles so swollen, that I had to go into the emergency room. They looked for testicular torsion, but concluded that while my blood flow was low, there was enough, and so they sent me home on pain killers.

Well, the pain and swelling did subside, but my testicles have shrunk to virtually nothing! I have also gotten a lot softer physically, and went through sweaty "hot" flashes, etc.

So I told my general practicioner and she sent me to a urologist, as well as having my testosterone and sperm levels checked. I got back from the specialist yesterday and she confirmed that she thinks my testicles have BOTH been irreversibly damaged. She tried to be professional, but you should have seen her eyes get larger and larger as I explained all the abuse that my testicles had taken.

Anyway, my testosterone levels were quite low for a 28 year old athletic male and came in at 110 ng/dl. She has had me take another testosterone check which is more comprehensive (looks at free-T, etc.) and I won't get the results until I see her again on the 29th. My sperm count was very low as well 7 million/ml. Since I have always been athletic, and have easily fathered kids (twice on the first sexual encounter), I feel these results are strong signs that my testicles are not operating normally.

She is having me take another testicular ultrasound, but she said that while she was trying to be optimistic that it was likely that neither of my testicles would be viable, and would have to be removed! She also said that we would probably start test replacement on my next visit.

Anyway, I'm very happy that I think I've acheived my long term goal of castration. I've been literally floating around in happiness.

Note: I told the doctors that I only feel comfortable discussing this problem with women, so I have only been referred to female doctors. They also happen to be young. So I've been poked and prodded by good-looking young women who are concluding they have to remove my balls! My dream come true! My urologist is about a year younger than me, and I can't wait to watch her cutting out my balls!

Wish me luck!

By the way, I have pictures of my swollen/injured balls, so if anyone knows an easy way to post them for the viewing pleasure of board members, let me know.

You can take out a Yahoo ID, which entitles you to a regular web page account. Compress the files down (let me know if you need help) and upload them to the Geocities account. You don't have to make a real page, just copy the links of the uploaded files. For example, if you were "splitdick" on yahoo, your site would be http;//www.geocities.com/splitdick/ . If you name a pic "1", then adding a "1.jpg" after the last / would instantly link to the image. No one but who you shared the link with would know that they were there, but you can only share so much data with them per day before they turn the page off. PM me if you need help. OH, and congratulations on your damage and hopeful castration to come! Watch that HRT, it can really suck.

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Hmmmmm....one of my castration books list the average testosterone level of a castrate to be 43,

+/- 32 ng/dl.

That is a range of 11-75 ng/dl.

Your 110 ng/dl is certainly borderline, as the same book lists average testosterone in an intact male to be 611 ng/dl, with a range of 300-1100 ng/dl. Of course, other books quote other ranges. Please keep us informed as to your progress.

Yeah and remember the "normal range" goes to the 5th percentile. That means that even if I had 30 ng/dl there'd be 95 out of 100 guys with more testosterone than me, and that includes 80 year old men! I'm only 28, and was ultra-masculine before (aggressive, muscular, dominant), so I probably was on the high side maybe 80 ng/dl before.

Split Dick: You have a YOUNG, *FEMALE*, urologist?!!!!!!

What state do you live in?

Is she good looking?

Man, I would give my left- you know, to have a young, female urologist mess around with my balls.

You lucky devil.

Dear SplitDick,

You have got more than half of the archive members jerking off with your real life come true fantasy.

Congratulations and thank you.

When you have finally succeded I would like to suggest that SplitDick is not only nominated but recieves the award of

EUNUCH OF THE MONTH

your antonia:tongueout :tongueout