I am glad this forum exists so that I can have a place to discuss this strange change that has come about in my life. I'm sure there are others, but I have not found any other sites on the internet that caters to this exact subject. Even in my profession (which one would think would be the very place such matters could be safely discussed), my castration could not be discussed among colleagues, because such information might be used for someone's personal gain against me.

However I have yet to master all the workings of the site. For example I cannot get in the chat room, even though I have Java plug-in enabled on this computer (I don't dare use the computers in the office). I do not know how to do the green squares, and although I have a pic picked out & saved for my avatar, I cannot seem to upload it. But I will tussle around these problems.

Probably what I need most is interaction with other members. I have received a couple of private e-mails, but very little back & forth otherwise with others.

I have been talking with a lady on-line (she does not know about my castration) and one day as I touched on the subject of castration I discovered her to be fascinated, and she revealed to me that she would love to cut her off her husband's testicles, but knew if she tried he would beat the crap out of her in she would wind up in jail (her words). After a few more messages with her, I sent her the story from this site, "How I Shrunk My Husband's Crotch." Since reading it, she has been utterly thrilled with the notion, and assures me that she intends to go through with this action. She had promised to send me regular progress reports as soon as she begins the process.

But naturally you can see from my long message that what I am most concerned with is ME! What happens to me now? Will I lose my libido? Will my erections continue? In my newby introduction I offered a blog link that shows my life - so far - has been considerably enjoyable. As a matter of fact, the person to whom I was sending those e-mails could not believe I was up and doing so well so soon after the castration. For me, the psychological problem has been the fact that I allowed it to happen without a fight. This is something I need to discuss with women on this site. But the good result is a neat look and perfect form of birth control!

Well, enough of my dribble. But as I stated at the first - this is the only place I can "talk this out."

If you read this far, thanks for bearing with me!

incubus

For the chat room you may want to look here (http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthr ... light=java)and install the program BersIRC. It is a stand alone IRC chat program that is much better than the Java chat and it's pre-configure to use for the chat room. It's an easy program to use and install.

There are also many other IRC based chat programs to use such as mIRC (http://www.mirc.com/), IRCxpro (http://www.ircxpro.com/downloads/) and Trillion (http://www.ceruleanstudios.com/). Each have a slightly different look and complexity to them which requires a little more knowledge for using them correctly.

As for your avatar, make sure it is the correct size. Also check to see if your PC is accepting cookies from this site and if you have a firewall, make sure it's not blocking access.

The green squares are actually reputation points. You can give good or bad reputation to another's post by clicking on the the tilting scale icon in the lower left sife ot that post (the one in the middle), just below the name and/or avatar of that person. When you do that a small window will pop up where you can select the proper reputation to give plus there is a space to add a comment for that persons post. When I make a comment in the reputation area I will leave my name so the person recieving the reputation knows who it came from, but that's optional.

Oooops, my bad. I see you now have red squares, it was my intention to give you some good reputation. I do appoligize for any error on my part.

Thanks for the information!

Now I am the only one I see with red squares!

What will everyone think?

Can you get this changed?

incubus

incubus (imported) wrote: Wed Aug 02, 2006 1:42 pm Now I am the only one I see with red squares!

What will everyone think?

Can you get this changed?

incubus

Once you give reputation points to someone, you can't go back and change it or give more until you spread your reputation around. There must have been a bug in the system when I gave you those points. Perhaps we can get some other folks to add to your reputation to get you back in the right direction.

incubus (imported) wrote: Wed Aug 02, 2006 1:42 pm Now I am the only one I see with red squares!

What will everyone think?

Can you get this changed?

incubus

How's this for greenies?

WOW!!! Thanks!