Its happening
Posted: Sat Jul 08, 2006 9:51 pm
I am in the process of being castrated by my "kind" Yes I do mean kind wife/Mistress
I have worn a CB for some time. I am a Crossdresser who has been impotent for over 5 years because of hormonal problems including diabetes.
My wife found this site. We have live a Mistress/submisive lifestyl for over 10 years. Since I retired. I have lived as a woman. We live on a sheep and cattle station. So Im not really retired.Only from my other work. NO money in grazing . The drghts been 5 yrs long now, I spent all my superannuation buying back the old family property my grandfather once owned
Anyhow to "cut " a long story short. Ha ha ! Not funny Throght a bit of subterfuge or cheating because I am a submisive. She put one of the elatrration bands above my ball that we use to castrat Rams or male sheep nd calves. Im being gelded so to speak. It was 5 days ago that she used the Elastator tool to put the ring on while I was restrained, Its too late now, In a couple of weeks or a month maybe as we dont know how long it will take she will use the Budizzo tool onme.One snip and they will be gone forever. She is a surgical nurse So if I bleed or something there is an electric 12volt cautherising device we also use on stock(animals) to stop bleeding or even worse she could use sttiches. We have never need to use that on calves or rams though, She has made me take antibiotic tablets and a pain killer. Though my sac is swollen Its not hurting much after that first day she ringed me . Ive had tetnus shots last years so all should be OK Ive phantasised about being castrated for years. Too scared for it to really happen. So my wife has done it as a soort of present,Still scared. But not worried. Cant wait or impatient for the day she will use the tool to get rid of the ugly sac Ive always hated. I hate most men and hate being one. Ive had my children. So hopefully there will be no regrets. Too late now its almost done Ive only got ten or so years to live anywy. Wont be a woman. Then again I wont be a man. Castrated- a neuter,No one can say I am a man in a dress anymore
Though I wont show them and be some sort of flasher.
Joanna
I have worn a CB for some time. I am a Crossdresser who has been impotent for over 5 years because of hormonal problems including diabetes.
My wife found this site. We have live a Mistress/submisive lifestyl for over 10 years. Since I retired. I have lived as a woman. We live on a sheep and cattle station. So Im not really retired.Only from my other work. NO money in grazing . The drghts been 5 yrs long now, I spent all my superannuation buying back the old family property my grandfather once owned
Anyhow to "cut " a long story short. Ha ha ! Not funny Throght a bit of subterfuge or cheating because I am a submisive. She put one of the elatrration bands above my ball that we use to castrat Rams or male sheep nd calves. Im being gelded so to speak. It was 5 days ago that she used the Elastator tool to put the ring on while I was restrained, Its too late now, In a couple of weeks or a month maybe as we dont know how long it will take she will use the Budizzo tool onme.One snip and they will be gone forever. She is a surgical nurse So if I bleed or something there is an electric 12volt cautherising device we also use on stock(animals) to stop bleeding or even worse she could use sttiches. We have never need to use that on calves or rams though, She has made me take antibiotic tablets and a pain killer. Though my sac is swollen Its not hurting much after that first day she ringed me . Ive had tetnus shots last years so all should be OK Ive phantasised about being castrated for years. Too scared for it to really happen. So my wife has done it as a soort of present,Still scared. But not worried. Cant wait or impatient for the day she will use the tool to get rid of the ugly sac Ive always hated. I hate most men and hate being one. Ive had my children. So hopefully there will be no regrets. Too late now its almost done Ive only got ten or so years to live anywy. Wont be a woman. Then again I wont be a man. Castrated- a neuter,No one can say I am a man in a dress anymore
Though I wont show them and be some sort of flasher.
Joanna