I'm keen on the idea of taking female hormones for a short time to see what happens to my body.I like the idea of being forced to take them.I want to be feminised.Any suggestions ?

There are ways you can get hormones without a doctor and/or a prescription, and even though taking them with a doctor is always your safest bet, this is not always possible because of things like finances, lack of doctor willing to help, etc.

However, before you take female hormones, it's good to know that some of the effects can be permanent, at least without costly surgical intervention. You could become permanently sterile and impotent, and those would not be correctable with surgery.

There's nothing wrong with fantasy, but making fantasy reality is not without consequences. You would need to decide if those consequences are something you can handle possibly for the rest of your life.

I noticed your profile lists your gender identity as female, but your post suggests there is an element of fantasy to it. It might be a good idea to talk with a therapist about this and see if you learn more about your motivations and what you really want to do.

Welcome to the Archive and be sure to keep us updated!

Thanks.

Yes there is a strong sexual fantasy element.The forced femisation thing.I would like to talk with a therapist to understand this aspect of my sexuality.

I am addicted tyo mastabating and having a lower sex drive would be a relief !

My advice has always been to be very careful as this is not a game and shouldent ever be done as a fantasy.Now i am not trying to scold you or anything like that i just dont want you to do this and later find out you made a mistake you cant change.

Loquacious (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 23, 2005 11:18 am Thanks.

Yes there is a strong sexual fantasy element.The forced femisation thing.I would like to talk with a therapist to understand this aspect of my sexuality.

I am addicted to mastabating and having a lower sex drive would be a relief !

Hi Loquacious,

Contrary to what one would expect, testosterone messes with the mind. FtM transsexuals talk about how their interest in "sex, and all kinds of sex," increases when they start taking T. You may think it is you that wants the feminization, but it is probably your libido speaking (unless you have genuine transgender issues). Your libido is working against you in this case: the essence of your manliness wants to make you female. If you can lower your T levels, your interest in this sort of fantasy will diminish.

Here's an interesting post about the effects of differing levels of T for one person here at EA:

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showpos ... ostcount=4

Hoping the best for you,

Bryan

P.S. -- Not that all my problems are solved. Had a low time this evening. I've been castrated but still have some TG desires. No plans to transition, so what's a eunuch to do? I identify more with women, but can't join their circles as peers. Some spots on my legs give me hope that leg hair will be going away. That makes me happy, but the contradictions between the outer me and the inner me are sad.

I'm new to the boards, so this is my first post.

The others in this thread have given you a wealth of wisdom. So really, all I can do is echo their wisdom.

Fantasy is a whole different ballgame than reality. Be sure, absolutely sure that this is something you want. You may be kicking your fanny a few years down the line regretting your actions today. I have read stories where it has happened to people, they realize that the changes they made wasn't really what they wanted. Its a real tragedy, because they can't go back.

Loquacious (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 23, 2005 10:26 am I'm keen on the idea of taking female hormones for a short time to see what happens to my body.I like the idea of being forced to take them.I want to be feminised.Any suggestions ?

I don't understand. When you say forced do you mean you want someone injecting something into you? If so, try vitamin B-12. You can take as much as you want.