My wife and I have been married for 20 years.Sex was ok but after second daugter there has been very little.After about our 10th year I satrted tring to talk her into introducting another woman into our bed room for sex.She was very hesitant so we didn't do it.But she did mention would like to have some fun with another woman.

Well last night when I got from work.I got all cleaned up and sat for supper.She noticed I wasn't normal self.She questioned me and asked whats the matter.I sort of shrugged her off tring to figue out .How I was going to ask her something.Later that evening she was in the bed room reading a book.

I sat down on the edge of the bed.She asks whats with you tonite.I replied remember about 10 years ago I wanted to bring another women into

our bed room.Yaaaaaa and? This may sound weird but here it goes.Would you lke to have sex for the last time.She asks what do you me last time?

Last time as we remember like it was in the past.I am stumped where are you going with this.Well you had mentioned back then you would like to have fun with another woman.Ya so I never done it.Well how would you like to but not with another person.Ell I have though about this before we even got married.WHAT SHE ASKS?Well I would like to have my penis removed and reconstruct it into a vigina.You can't be serious .Oh ya very serious.Hears the kicker.I want you to do this for me and we can bring our sex together to a differant level.Instead of you sucking my cock your be licking my cunt.

She replies your fuking nuts.If you don't I will find someone else that will.I have to do this I feel I am am a woman in a mans body.

When and how I am not a surgon.I got up and went to the closet and pull out a old tackle box that I have surgical instuments in and hand it to her.Her jaw drops to the floor dead silents in the room for about 10 miniutes.

I can't she says I couldn't remove apart off any bodies body.It's inhumane.I want to be a woman. If you love me at all you will do this for me.

She agrees to remove my manhood and crave me a pussy that I dreamed about all my life.Ok will will do it tonite but she said she wasn't going to do it in the house.Now I am stumped we got into the car and drove for about half an hour.We approached this very tall building and we would be going to the sixth floor.My cock is getting hard with excitement.WE get in the elevator and up the sixth floor the door opens and the are 2 nurses already for the proceedure.I get in the wheel chair the 1 nurse though I may faith because my legs were feeling abit rubbery.We entered the room where it was going to happen.The nurses started to under me and my wife got down on her knees and sucked me for the last time.I laid down and my cock was point to the stars.Then the nurse buzzed the doctor into the room.What a doctor I want my wife to do this for me.I know she told me on the phone just before you left the house.I am here just to instruct her you want a nice job don't you.

This looks like it was planned.My wife looks over to me and told me I found your letters to yourself wanting to become a woman so I new the was going to come so I spoke to the doctor to see if here would be willing to assist me in converting you to a female.I just didn't know when.She leans over kisses me on the check and my penis for the last time.She injects me to make me numb and prep me by shaving me smooth.Th doctor turns and looks at the clock and says it's time are you ready sir.Or should I say madamme.

I looked to him and said lets get started.Ok here we go.He hands her the scalpo and tells her to cut on the lines drawn on me.I am so excited and when I open my eyes because I have a weak stomach.I will be the woman that I was to be.

interesting...

now, if only it were that easy, I woulda had a pussy years ago.

Based on this story, I have a question. Are you simply aroused by the idea of becoming a woman, or is it something you want permenantly, even when not sexually aroused. Ususally (and I am no therapsit)... again, usually people who seek out Genital Reassignment Surgery have no love for their penis whatsoever. I **HATE** mine. Sex isn't even a factor, it simply just does not belong.

Again, if this is merely a sexual fantasy, then it is no big deal. If you're serious about pursuing genital reassignment, i suggest you get a therapist!

No this something that has been in the back of my mind for many years.The inner me really feels trapped in this mans body.My penis shouldn't of been placed on my body from day one.Do I hate it no I just want to be how I feel.Everthing else will then come together.It's not about sex either it's about feeling the right sex.

kitcdwhore (imported) wrote: Wed Sep 14, 2005 10:52 am No this something that has been in the back of my mind for many years.The inner me really feels trapped in this mans body.My penis shouldn't of been placed on my body from day one.Do I hate it no I just want to be how I feel.Everthing else will then come together.It's not about sex either it's about feeling the right sex.

Are you seeking therapy for your gender identity issues??? I have been a girl for almost 2 years now, and have never been happier. It was the council of therapists that helped get me here. Good luck!!! Keep us up to date!!!

kitcdwhore (imported) wrote: Wed Sep 14, 2005 10:52 am No this something that has been in the back of my mind for many years.The inner me really feels trapped in this mans body.My penis shouldn't of been placed on my body from day one.Do I hate it no I just want to be how I feel.Everthing else will then come together.It's not about sex either it's about feeling the right sex.

I don't think you have to feel outright hatred for your penis (I don't) in order to be a woman, but if you like it and what it does, I would be cautious. My feelings have always been those of indifference - I neither love nor hate it. If I could figure out how to assterbate, I'd likely never touch it again.

I agree with Jessica that getting a therapist in order to further explore this would be a great idea.

plix (imported) wrote: Wed Sep 14, 2005 11:59 am I don't think you have to feel outright hatred for your penis (I don't) in order to be a woman, but if you like it and what it does, I would be cautious. My feelings have always been those of indifference - I neither love nor hate it. If I could figure out how to assterbate, I'd likely never touch it again.

I agree with Jessica that getting a therapist in order to further explore this would be a great idea.

No, you don't have to HATE your penis, but there is a certain uncomfortability that should exist. A feeling of separation, and incorrectness of one's anatomy are signs that GRS may be a viable option.

Folks who LIKE thier penis, and get GRS are more likely to regret it later. I knew a girl in DC who got GRS because the idea of being fucked like a girl turned her on... now she regrets it, because she misses her penis. She did want to be female, just keep her genitalia intact.

Get therapy, be honest with her/him, and see what they think. You may be less dysphoric than you think. There is a distinct separation from reality and sexuality. Make sure you are making the right choice, you have to live with the result...

transgirl23ny (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 17, 2005 1:33 pm No, you don't have to HATE your penis, but there is a certain uncomfortability that should exist. A feeling of separation, and incorrectness of one's anatomy are signs that GRS may be a viable option.

Folks who LIKE thier penis, and get GRS are more likely to regret it later. I knew a girl in DC who got GRS because the idea of being fucked like a girl turned her on... now she regrets it, because she misses her penis. She did want to be female, just keep her genitalia intact.

Get therapy, be honest with her/him, and see what they think. You may be less dysphoric than you think. There is a distinct separation from reality and sexuality. Make sure you are making the right choice, you have to live with the result...

Could the theory of Autogynephilia be true after all?

plix (imported) wrote: Mon Sep 19, 2005 11:34 am Could the theory of Autogynephilia be true after all?

I don't buy into it. There can be some of that with transsexuals, but it is certainly the exception and not the rule...

transgirl23ny (imported) wrote: Thu Sep 22, 2005 4:03 am I don't buy into it. There can be some of that with transsexuals, but it is certainly the exception and not the rule...

Would you consider that girl in DC an autogynephile?

transgirl23ny (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 17, 2005 1:33 pm I knew a girl in DC who got GRS because the idea of being fucked like a girl turned her on... now she regrets it, because she misses her penis. She did want to be female, just keep her genitalia intact.

How do you miss your penis? If it isn't there, it isn't there, right? That's like... I dunno, just hard to imagine anyone missing something like that, unless her surgical operation didn't work too well? As long as the equipment works post-surgery....

Maybe I shouldn't talk. I'd never get surgery myself, 'cause I wouldn't be able to treat myself as a female, but as a surgified male. I just can't see cosmetic surgery as anything but phony, as if there were a better way to transform. It really is the feeling inside that counts, not what's hanging out of your body, be it a pudge, or be it a penis.